The Hurt Princess

I want to pass N' level...

2009-09-02T21:23:00.003+08:00

St andrew papers are so difficult.... :(

now still doing my chinese paper 1

and so many homework so little time..

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Miss vanitha wasn't here today, so it's free period for CEP

the group of us chat together :D

nette wasn't here today... but she finally posted the group pics

quite bored without linette here :D she like to disturb me and so do i

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Saturday will be going to study at library for my SS and finish up my

chinese paper 1 question..... had quite a hard time to do the SS paper given by miss heng

hmm.... thank yooo miss heng for the notes...... they are very good :D

currently, still at gobalisation and chapter 6 hope i can finish by friday....then revise for english

cross my finger and pray very hard to pass my english..... i don't want my efforts be wasted

kays need to study now gtg bye bye :D

Labels : I want to pass my N' levels

I love you , vic :D　

A call for celebration

2009-09-01T14:11:00.003+08:00

Happy Teacher's day !!!!!:D

Thanks for all your time given in for our education

We make you angry, disappointed sometimes

but we will always remember the smile when we ace in our result

thanks for being there for us when we need help for studies or family stuff

or even more personal stuff...

most of you given half of your lifetime into educating us

we really appricate your efforts

:D

wish all the teachers world wide a happy teacher's day :D

Just another plain update... nothing much...

2009-08-27T23:46:00.003+08:00

Hey Readers!!

Past few days was too busy with school work...

so lazy to update my blog... Linette promise to pass me those photos including the one

for [......] so 2moro i will update those photo for the other [........]

getting fake lashes with nuriha 2moro... hopefully i'm able to get the one which i want

so await for my update!!!......

"Linette tan i tell you you better remember to bring your thumbdrive." Even if i say here she also won't be able to see it becos
her modem is down so currently she is unable to access to the internet.

but still i hope she remembers or else i'm dead liao.....

kays time check it's 11.55 pm already got to sleep or else 2moro i will doze off during lesson
[again] !!!

byes peeps !!!!!! :D
Labels:Await for be yourself day :D

[Nobody="Nobuddy"] quote from me.... :D

2009-08-25T21:06:00.003+08:00

Today Was A fun filling day at school especially during the photo taking session :D

okay Lets's start from first lesson.

Chinese Lesson :D = We did 2007 N' level papers, is much more difficult compare to 2008 paper
so Ms Loh Predict that this year the paper will be as hard as 2007 paper.

English:]= Copy notes for situational writing, i prefer to learn this way. at least it's not so dry

PE:)= Enjoy My PE Lesson :D Played Floor Ball With Mr liu, nadia,Adilah,hafizi,kok liang, chio ling, zhirong , roshini, jian hou... Fun !!!I got carried away, nette is afraid of centipedes :D and there are tons of it all over the school today haha...

Linette :Why So many Centipedes ?
Me: because it was raining in the early morning.

[lol i say until like she never hear.... ]

Linette Jumping here and there, avoiding all centipedes coming thru... *

Zhuang Shu never lose to linette as well, also avoiding it..

Linette says we very bad kept on scaring her....

haha but.... her reaction is....... i don't know how to explain...

but funny...

Recess : Gossip, eat , chat.... School Stuff and such

English : Did past year N' level, Finish the whole paper already... passage 1 is like difficult until...
I don't know how to explain...summary easy... :D

Chemistry: free period, take class photo for teacher's day... I got take most of the group.. :D
haha, our group photo damm nice trust me..... thanks arh our camera man....hish zheng :D
we take like more than 10 shots :D... try different style sia... cos linette's Semi pro cam very good.... so even tried Jump Shot :D , the "nobuddy" style, formal style..... damm fun... :D

Lastly Linette !!!! Please Kindly Remember to upload the photo on your blog...

and yup the fun ended at around 1.40pm...

we all separate our ways, i skip remedial for physic...

i had already gave up on my science..... putting 1000 efforts on humanities

then have a afternoon nappy..... mickey kept on barking becos my new neighbour is destructing
their house furniture, then when they move out the waste... mickey thought it was stranger who want to rob the house so he just bark and bark.... and yes i was too tired to care so i just leave it to my brother and mummy to handle while i sleep......

kays.... got to do my stuff now... byes peeps....

Labels : Vivian's Fun Day @ School

My sunday

2009-08-23T21:28:00.003+08:00

Mickey !!! :D
Me !! okays yesterday i was bored in the afternoon so i tried out the GIMP software
quite cool huh ? the colour splash still newbie :D

Today‘s Dinner : KFC...Meltz

Cam Whoring Session :D

Take 2

Take 3

Take 4

Take 5

What I wore out..

Today went to the library to find more inspiration

Borrowed a few books, then went to KFC to Take away dinner..

[waited 15 to 20 min to my turn]

before going to library I went to Pei ying's house first to fix her lappy

[her sister download things without scanning then got virus lorh]

her Norton Finish liao so i help her install Avast instead

[same as what i am using]

then later pass her some drama and she passed me some makeup lorh

her mum ask me want to stay for dinner a not

but to think it again i gave it a miss

[ wah her mum's friend here sia both thai, cook the food comfirm spicy until i can die so

i don't want to die yet of chill poisoning]

so thats about it lorh... a boring day...

2moro gt maths remedial

gt so many homework to do

haiis* need to do my work liao chaos !!!

Labels: My Sunday...

PS:Charles and Keith have sales to day up to 70% wanted to buy but no money liao... :D

Quotations And Such

2009-08-18T21:01:00.002+08:00

"Only when the last trees has died and the last river been poisoned and the last fish been caught will we realise we cannot eat money." - Indian Proverb

This Song is a beauty.... find it familiar ? yup this the theme song for Channel U Star For A Cause
明星志工队.

it's heartbreaking to see disaster happen, people, animals lost their precious homes
their only thing they could rely on in third world country.

I thinks we should learn to treasure life, treasure what we have, what we bless with....
instead of complaining this and that...

think about it does people in the third world country able to complain at all ?
does they have the privilege to study ?
does they able to enjoy things we have taken for granted ? such as the most common things
clean water right from the water tap.

I practice what i have been taught at school, I preached what i have learn at church..

yet we ask ourselves which handful of people will really understand this fully?

...........................................................................................

www.worldvision.org.sg if you want to a part for them, volunteer yourself.. every efforts counts.

thanks !! :D　

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Currently studying for all subject... so for my novel blog i will only update 3 times in five working days.......

And Today's lunch at jade was great...... love their cereal prawn :D

should have taken some photo but I've forgotten about it

haha.....micheal kor kor still so funny like in the past :D

oh yah after my N' levels I would mostly going for a short course on paino...

wanted to give a try on paino...... quite interesting :D

haii* OMG i finally got do my maths !!!! :D

yippy.................. :P

yupp yupp everything today made my day :D

got to go sleep liao byes Peeps...... :P

Labels: What a Great day.... :D

Just Another Monday

2009-08-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

sorry for many misunderstanding, for my novel blog i will wrote it in chinese first

then when i complete it i will sub it into english...

I'm not being racist just that i have a habit of writing in chinese first then i translate to english...

but still i completed the first two chapter of my novel... haven't thought about the name just yet

but for the time being if can i will update with one chapter a day....

i have estimate that this novel will have only around 20 chapters... it's a very short one...

i'm still a starter still got many more for me to learn

but during weekend when i am free i may update with maybe about two chapters or more

i've already thought about the next plot for my next novel....

okays got to go now it's late and i'm sleepy byes peeps !! :D

Labels:another day ended......

复刻回忆...

2009-08-16T23:31:00.003+08:00

复刻回忆-薛凯琪&方大同

你还好吗好久不见
又来这里这个老店
後来的你喜欢了谁
我们聊聊天
现在的你一样美丽
至於爱情是个回忆
她不爱我他离开你
爱会来就会去

在不同的城市努力
偶尔也会想想你
这样的我那样的你
要很久才相聚

我们都没说那遥远的曾经
我们也没提故事的原因
青春的复刻回忆像一片云
没法子抓在手里
我们的眼泪在复习着过去
我们的微笑是彼此的氧气
复刻的回忆是封挂号信
多远都可以找到你

窗外的树爱哭的风
烦恼的我聪明的你
爱是什麽什麽人懂
所以别难过
心还痛吗请忘了吧
所谓幸福是个童话
後来的我一切随意
所以没关系

在不同的城市努力
偶尔也会想想你
这样的我那样的你
要很久才相聚
我们都没说那遥远的曾经
我们也没提故事的原因
青春的复刻回忆像一片云
没法子抓在手里
我们的眼泪在复习着过去
我们的微笑是彼此的氧气
复刻的回忆是封挂号信
多远都可以找到你

午後的闷热的窗外的一场大雨
让我们看见了以前的自己
把时光倒转回那一季
那年的梦他乡的你

如果能复刻回忆，世上就应该不会有那么多失恋的男女吧。

如果能回到过去该有多好，如果时间能到转会有多好呢？

心里下着大雨，你是否知道呢？

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Labels: 复刻你我的回忆.....

2009-08-15T22:48:00.002+08:00

Yippy I Have Done up my New Blog

thats for me to update my novels as for this blog will be for me to update daliy life

this the link to there :D

http://hernovels.blogspot.com

thanks.... :D

Labels : My Novels Blog is Up !!! :D

In Life,Some Poeple Just Come And Go Like The Weather,The Wind..

2009-08-15T17:47:00.002+08:00

In Life, Some People Comes And Goes Like The Weather, Like The Wind, Like Disaster

They come without warning and goes without a word or a goodbye... This is life

Haiis*......

many things no need to be so complicated one

but because of some issue it has become inevitable of other people being drag in

I Just Don't Understand......

[Zi] & [Na] You should know what I am refering to

it's between two of you, but why do both of you want to drag in the others

The whole group of friends, even both of you're famliy member wants to wash their hand out of this issue.

why things out so ugly between both of you ? why can't both of you forgive each other ?

Why can't both of you learn cherish each other ? why ?

haiis* between both of you, the whole group of us has no comments

so please resolve it between both of you, don't make the whole lot of

us worry ok ?

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Hiie my dearest reader, I'm Opening up another blog very soon.... [ today or 2moro]

I'm opening another blog for me to write short novels, or stories.....

Do show your support then, it's free to view, if you are want to repost those post

just link me up and credit me..... I wrote not for money purpose, it's just my new interest

kays will update soon with my new blog link byes people.......

with love

Vivian

Labels: Awaiting for my new bloggy.........

2009-08-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

Just Came Back From Yoga lesson...

Today DnT lesson was so difficult.. mr phua change his style of teaching

now he want us to use textbook

we did the past year N level DnT paper

Difficult sia, long time never to theory

brain went hay-wired

2moro still need to go to orchard [if can] sian my ear piece spolit need to send for repair

why their service center must be at Wisma?..... still need to travel all the way down there to fix

something....... oh yah miss vanitha gave us Queensway secondary school mid year paper to do

wah, difficult..... but still able to mange it.... i finish section A already and part of Section B

so all i could do now is to practice to make things perfect

haiis.....*

haha but i still very happy

mum gave me her bonia bag [X2]

and the other i don't know what brand one

super happy !!!! :D

thanks mummy you're the greatest !!!

Almost 1 month time to N level

need to work very hard for every subject....

even if i hate maths but still need to work hard [VERY HARD]

okays now i heading for my geo revision liao byes peeps !!!!

Labels: I LOVE YOU MOM !!!!!! YOU'RE THE GREATEST !!!!

A Boring Day Again

2009-08-13T23:15:00.001+08:00

Today Geo Exam is Rather Difficult...

I forgot a whole chunk of factors and examples

and yes this occur in the Social Studies as well

finally can take a break from the examination the

score not bal for my Chinese, did only normal for my letter writing didn't eleborate therefore

i loss lots of essences marks

today Shu and Dorry asked the 38 gang if we want to go watch the Da Vinci exibition with them

[anyway 38 gang is formed by Dorry, Linette, Shu,Kai Lin Kai xin,Jia Min and lastly me [the Chairman]]

at first i wanted to go but end up i never go i went to the library instead....

on my stay at the library, it was peacful....

yup it's also packed like usual

I got three books... not bad.... still reading

2moro will be having Yoga lesson...

i think my bones are stiff back the whole week i never practice at all

due to exam and my DnT i couldn't find any time...

hope i will not over-stretch...

Monica jie jie ROM date is drawing near

next week tuesday, sadly her ROM timing is at 1pm @ my house

but school end at 1.20pm

but i will still make the surprise for her

i will get daddy to take the photo for me

seriously i want to change my lacky phone

it keeps hanging nowdays

oh well still need to use for a few more months then can change sian...

oh for those who are reading this

i just promote it by the way

Our Blogshop is launching 2nd collection very soon and we will be having sales as well

for more info please go to Our Blogshop @

http://petiteshoppe.livejournal.com/

lots of thanks, if got doubts to clear please leave me an e-mail i will reply Asap...

Labels: I've Change My Blogskin

2009-08-11T20:05:00.002+08:00

Tonight i need to study overnight again even though i didn't pin on

high hopes for my SS but still i ought to put in effort....

kinda lazy to study today.... i finally finish my DnT.... what a relief....

just balance with some printing..... faint* need to do binding again !!!

i think i will not achieve grade 1 like last time......

things are much more complicated.....

but still i have not lost hope.... hopefully i am able to get at least grade 2 or 3

gtg now byes.... ~~~

2009-08-10T16:09:00.002+08:00

it's been long since i last updated

3 days i think

yesterday was our blogshop flea..

we learn our lesson the hard way

we ain't totally prepared compared to those blogger

there... essential item like fan , we did not bring along thus we suffer the whole day

yah after that we were suppose to go for the ND celebration and see firework

but dad called for me to go home so i left earlier

end up he told me to go home just because he's Hand phone gone

Hay wire, and ask me to return home to fix it for him gosh....

spoiler......

anyway 2moro will be the EL papers and due date for DnT

so...... must chiong chiong chiong already byes people !!! :D

Labels : See, My Life Is So Much Better Without You.... Leaving You Is The Right Choice i did..

goodbye, i'll never weep a single tear for you again, you're just not worth..

and memorise of you will be buried deep in a unknown space...

"我真的好累, 你要的我都学不会. 为你伤悲为你憔悴, 你让我喝却不让我醉. 我真的好累, 却为你付出了一切. 为你狂野为你沉醉, 做一个爱情的傀儡."

我不想因为你当一个爱情的傀儡，你不值得我的付出。在场爱情里, 单反面的付出

是不够，我为你所做得还不够吗? 你也只不过是一个爱情的骗子，在利用我罢了。

你我也不只是在逢场作戏，你又何时对我付出真感情呢？

你只不过把我当成一个傻子，耍得团团转.... 我太单纯了... 以为这就是真爱

联合外人欺骗我，当时的我太傻太无知了, 有些人说无知也是一种福气...

但我的无知让你乘机闯入我的心房..对你没有了戒心....

无法拒绝你, 你说我很虚伪... 你又合成真过呢?

"别让我在每个夜里为你流泪其实我并没有睡想你容易让心碎如果你想要的只是荣华富贵何必在感情世界留下你虚假的美别让我在每个夜里被你侵略是我对你不了解还是我不懂拒绝如果你想要的只是风花雪月何必在乎我是谁又何必如此虚伪"

你的虚假让我觉得你给我的爱情，是如此的完美

但爱情露出真面目时, 只不过是你的甜言蜜语..

如今已看开了, 懂了再完美的爱情还是会有瑕疵的

瑕疵是让彼此互补对方的不足...

那样的爱情才真的完美... 在这时刻才领悟了这个道理

你已不存在我的心，因为有人代替了你的位置.

2009-08-06T20:02:00.003+08:00

What actually happen today I don't want to elaborate much here.

It's just much of more misunderstanding... everything was cleared

between me and those people.

It really sound ridiculous, and I'm here to clarify.

To Whoever it may concern :-

I never ever in my mind at that point of time , thought of jumping off the buliding

or even cut my wrist or anything that would hurt myself. Even I'm super duper angry

at that point of time, my mind was clear of what i'm doing. I just want to be alone and cool down

not doing anything that is stupid.

and the truth is i never even go near the railings, how could i even sat on it ?

For what happen today, I'm sincerly sorry. many things has been bottle up over times

just a small matter had burst my anger. and to whoever involed including teachers,

sorry for wasting you precious time for teaching the lesson to be involed

in this situation. Those people had already learnt it the hard way.

They forgave me, and so do I.

So just let pass on. let go and stop it. as for my classmates, you saw what happen today

I don't want this kind of things to happen again or even happen on you, therefore please

for your own sake, don't come and provoke me, I may do things so nasty that i may not even

realise, [ take todays inccident for instant]. don't like me just leave me alone

i will do the same as well so long we never cut across each other border line.

With love

Vivian

Labels : thanks for your concern and care. I'm fine in a way or another.

2009-08-04T19:35:00.012+08:00

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and take note give us your shoes sizes when you order for us :D

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Well, we had created an icon in our blogshop.

and just copy and paste in your blog template will do the job! :D

you can resize the icon so long it's able to be seen

Currently we do have a Flea coming up in this Augs in this coming weekend @ Singapore Arts Museum

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hope you will have a wonderful time with us.

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By the way please remember to mention my name when

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Vivian Ho Sin yee

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You can also add me in msn :D

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Labels:

http://petiteshoppe.livejournal.com/

2009-08-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hey all!

Time to show some love on National Day with

Flea-tique! happening at the Singapore Art Museum!

Date: 9th August 2009

Location:Singapore Art Museum (National Day Open House)

Time: 11am to 7pm

Over 70 stalls - Special Discounts from Selected Vendors!

Fun Activites at SAM with FREE ADMISSION! Plus Free popcorn and candy floss!

Do Be There To Vist and Support Linette's And Clarissa's Stalls.......

have fun guys :D see you there !!!!!!

2009-08-01T23:12:00.001+08:00

My Girlfriend....... Linette and Clarissa..... [ a, i call them nette and clar]

they open up a blog shop @ livejournal..... they won't go on mia one.... both

super nice people........ and guess what they are selling SUPER DUPER NICE

DESIGN OF DRESS[ MOSTLY, BUT THERE ARE OTHER THINGS SUCH AS TOP AND BOTTOM] AT A VERY REASONABLE PRICE ALL BELOW 29 SDG very worth buying

i saw their product..... if i was smaller size i surely will buy from them...... but for more detail vist they're

blog shop.....

http://petiteshoppe.livejournal.com/

2009-08-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yuppy !!!!! 2moro will be going cousin house......

need to fix waterpipe...... [daddy fixing it]

jus came back home after riding with mum and bro.....

super fun........... mum was complaining if daddy is around he for sure will

tell us go back home, because we make a lot of noise......

mum still acting out the way Daddy says it....

yup updating 2moro byes :D

Labels: Lovely day with my family :D :P

2009-07-31T23:32:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not post for the past few days.....

Super Duper Busy with school stuff past few days

rushed my DnT but end up need to take out 5 page for sure

my part drawing was wrong.... must is scale and accutrate...

but it was a false alarm.... still got 2 week to complete.....

but I think i done most of it already.... [hopefully cross- fingers]

Today mad dog was barking again...... sia lah....... super noisy hope i can masking tape it :D

Wah super duper sleepy now..... last night never sleep......

it prove that coffee work on me !!!! or maybe is because i drink a lot coffee ? [6 pack 5 in 1 instant coffee]

dunno lah............

just now went for yoga lesson...... teacher says next week she will be oversea so

we want a break or a relief teacher to teach us ?

everyone says break due to national day... :P

haiis monday will be prelim chinese paper...... [ i got confident that i will pas lah]

but hope the informal letter is easier to write lorh................

got to sleep soon........ 2moro still must wake up @ 6 am....... [sigh !]

got to go out with monica sis..... but hopefully i can wake up then say lorh

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To My Beloved classmates or friends..:-

Lately I'm under a lot of stress

this ain't a period for fun anymore

please, work hard i hope to see you guys next

year in the same class.... yup even if you

guys made fun of me or even made joke out of

me..... seriously i don't really mind compare of

studies.......Yup this may ,made me look like a

asshole but still i was angry today..... you guys

seem so relax as if there's still months away till

exam..... oh please, i don't want to mention

names but please it really concern about me

in those kind of enviroment it's almost

impossible to complete your work or study......

anyway i just want to say I'm Very Sorry

[especially Yiting] i owe you an apology

i was really mad........ seriously.......

My sorry imply to everyone but not for those

who laugh and think it was funny at that point

time [ you know who you are] ........

well yup i'm finish with what i want to say.......

heading for bed now byes..... :P

PS: Passerby, who are you ?...... if seriously you want to be friends feel free to add me in
msn....... lastly I would love to know more new friends :P don't worry I'm very friendly[as long you don't make fun of me, irritate me, annoying me, spamming me or what so ever bad things to me]
I won't Bite :D

Labels: Sleepy.....~~~~~~

Last Day~~~

2009-07-27T15:26:00.000+08:00

well, last day of my MC 2moro need to go back school already

preparing for school stuff just now....... this week will be the last week for DnT

to need to rush through a lots of stuff.........[ mostly will be my drawings]

haiis* stupid....... how i wish forever no need to go back school

so that i no need to face my beloved classmates and well

Prelims is just around 1 week anyway.... need to memories as many things as I can remember

hope that i will do well...........

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Violin's pratical test will be held 1 month later [relief for me]

so there's time to buck up my skills.......................

it's such a tense period now........

exam and test one after another.........

after all this will be a time to catch a breathe

yup need to carry on with my work now

may update later...

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Labels : Recalling the past, tired of the present,what had been prepare for me in the future.......

2009-07-26T14:51:00.000+08:00

Finally I'm able to let go the very last burden....it's truly a relief......

thanks seriously...... yah i will get a hell out of your life and so do you......

I've thought before the case of which will happen to me when i let go of you

haha...it's silly to thought about it now......

saying me a fake person....well go ahead i fine with it since I'm already hurt by you inside out

so it doesn't matter anymore... My life could go on without you..... you are just another passby

in my life..........A person who will stop and will leave eventually....... it something i wouldn't even

care anymore........ in a person's life there's too much passby..... sometimes they are sort of unseeable

by us thus we never even turn back to look at them or even known their existance

yah so be it..... i will eventually treat you like anyone of them......

I never knew letting you go is such a easy task... at least easier than what thought.....

"yup i could totally let you go~~~~~ it's way easier than what i thought ......... I'm such a fool back then ~~~~~~ finally be able to let go the final burden.....what a relief...... gosh thanks lot... a lesson to be learn indeed....."

this was what first come to my mind when i saw that msg... oh well...

you left me with nothing to say........... haha it's such a joke to even thought about i've once fell for you

but thinking again i'm such a fool........ fool to believe in your words......

i won't take back my words..... i won't live with regret....

it's my life i choose the pathway myself....... and i will never live it with regrets.............

*haiis...~~* anyway enough is enough........................................................

going cousin house later [ maybe ]

lots of things need to get done........

monica sis and her bf is getting register at ROM @ 18 of Augs

guess what ceromony will be held at my house lol......

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Lazy to blog futher now.........

Update later byes ~~

With Love

Vivian :P

Labels: It's such a relief to put down a heavy burden.....nevertheless thanks for loving me once and indeed it's a lesson to be learn..........................

2009-07-25T20:33:00.002+08:00

was suppose to be @ church today but eventually skip it
lazy to go ~~~ So Sorry Lord , forgive me ~~~ i overslept today ~~

I'm late anyway ~~ so never turn up.... but i never lose faith in you at all ~~

just today i don't feel like going.... also don't understand ~~~

anyway i got my spec already [ it was early than what i expect ]

yah __________________________such a boring day ~~~~~~

sad need to rush through too much things ~~~~

Schoolwork=headaches.......

classmates= more headaches

i think soon or later i will be scared to going to school ~~~~

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Labels : Can i not face my classmates ? ~~~... haiis......

2009-07-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

sian come back from yoga not long ago

teacher today mad sia ~~~ i think i over stretch ~~~

now i am talking to my class worst sicko ~~~

too many days never go school

now track me down online and then yah make fun of me !!!~~~

gesh~~~~ *

seriously the sight, no i should say memory [flash back]

really chill my spine man like ghost ~~~ [ i think i scare them also not scare ghost lorh]

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i'm seriously on the verge of death !!!!! my DnT ~~~~~~~~~

gosh ~~~~

need to rush throught everything ~~~~ !!!!

die for sure ~~~~

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the whole group of people is pesting me like siao ~~~!!

i tuesday go back school surely die until very ugly one ~~~

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Homeworks !!!! test !!!! those mad people !!!!

wah lao ~~~~ if arh school got give the best pester award right

surely plus chomp chomp will go to them man !!!

professional stalker aka pesting people

the thought of that really freak me out ~~~~

anyway medicine seem to work now a bit drowsy already
update 2moro then byes ~~~

Labels : Hope Tuesday[Doomday will never come !!!!] nightmare ~~~

2009-07-24T17:43:00.002+08:00

Anyway I've Change my Blogskin ~~~

time check it's 5.44 pm, gotta go now there's things need to

settle.......... oh by the way I've also change my blog playlist ~~

For people who take their mother tongue oral today

best wishes ~~~

will update later when i'm back ~~~

cheers see yoo later :P

Labels : I've Got Used To Live Without You ~~~

P.s to kell : if you are reading, don't wait for me.... because I'm not Worth it
you deserve someone better.... and I'm afraid history will repeat again so
move on without me... you will find you're special someone one day
but that person is definitely not me ................

2009-07-23T15:33:00.003+08:00

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx ======> link to the quiz

i saw this quiz from yi ting blog ~~~~~ nothing better to do so just give it a try

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

blah blah ~~~~~ sian sia hope will recover soon !!!!

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

You value your friendships: 90%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

yah lah you can try it yourself at that link after that press give me more than they will have more qiuz for you to do

2009-07-22T16:02:00.002+08:00

I was reading my bible until i flip to Matthew 18 :21

this was what it wrote

In Matthew 18:21

21Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?"

22Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.[e]

23"Therefore, the kingdom of heaven is like a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants. 24As he began the settlement, a man who owed him ten thousand talents[f] was brought to him.

25Since he was not able to pay, the master ordered that he and his wife and his children and all that he had be sold to repay the debt.

26"The servant fell on his knees before him. 'Be patient with me,' he begged, 'and I will pay back everything.' 27The servant's master took pity on him, canceled the debt and let him go.

28"But when that servant went out, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred denarii.[g] He grabbed him and began to choke him. 'Pay back what you owe me!' he demanded.

29"His fellow servant fell to his knees and begged him, 'Be patient with me, and I will pay you back.'

30"But he refused. Instead, he went off and had the man thrown into prison until he could pay the debt. 31When the other servants saw what had happened, they were greatly distressed and went and told their master everything that had happened.

32"Then the master called the servant in. 'You wicked servant,' he said, 'I canceled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. 33Shouldn't you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?' 34In anger his master turned him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed.

35"This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart."

Forgiveness was the first lesson i was taught when i first enter church

"If Jesus is able to open up to forgive, why not you ? "

Thereafter I've learn my first lesson about forgiveness~~

and In 1 John 1:9
"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness."

In Colossians 3:12-14

12Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. 13Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. 14And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

we can't forgive someone with our mouth [this was describe by someone from City Harvest Church] we must take action to forgive someone

thus we must forgive a individual from heart not just saying " I've already forgave you " and such....it's the action that counts not just the verbal

Labels: Misses Those days ~~~

2009-07-22T14:20:00.003+08:00

View start from bottom to the top ~~~

Credit given by Alan Heng~~~

刚拍好就第一时间把这几张照片用E-mail 发给我

真是多谢你~~

Yup those photos were not taken by me

it's from one of my friend from Taiwan [i consider him as a brother [super nice person :D ]]

well he manage to snap some shot of the eclipse and send it to me i receive this

e-mail around 10 plus am today, he keep saying the photo quality not good

haha lol at least you manage to snap them sia ~~~ well

i not sure how he manage to snap the photo and what so don't ask me ~~~

but all i know is yesterday he went all the way to Cheng Du ,China

just to see eclipse lol he lucky sia Taiwan and china so near not like Singapore and

china~~ just need to take plane less than 2 hour can reach there already

but nevertheless i appreciate it a lot seriously ~~~

really big thanks for you ~~~

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Labels: Eclipse ~~~ wonderful sight

2009-07-22T13:49:00.006+08:00

cough*

Stupid medicine !!!! why all the medicine the doctor gave me

all make me drowsy ? today morning woke up by miss vanitha phone call !!!

second time sia lah first was my bloody brother alarm then was her call

then when she ask me question until halfway, the phone line was cut

and she called again then after that

hish zheng tell her not to kup my phone then he pick up

Me: hello ?
Him: a you eat too much of algae is it ? then fall sick ? okay lah bye bye [back ground sound =laughter.....]

lol after that my whole mind went blank, nonsense sia ~~~

anyway since i woke up already i watch the live show on channel U

eclipse was beautiful ~~~one of the astrologist said the next time me see a

partial eclipse will be in the next 80 years !!![by then i'm already a 90 plus yr old grand mama]

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True or false

fake or not

i need not anyone to define me ~~~

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the medication seem to start to work ~~~

heading to my bed now ~~~

byes ~~~

Labels : I need my specs... vision is blur due to astigmatism ~~~

PS : thanks alan yeng [taiwan] for the photos of the eclipse 谢谢你咯,alan哥: D ~~~~~~

2009-07-21T20:09:00.002+08:00

Super duper suey sia ~~~~

doctor gave me 7 days mc ~~~ from 21-7-09 to 27-7-09

first time go polyclinic see doctor no need to wait~~~

after that me and mum went to popular [jurong east mrt station]

to go get my spec done, after that when home ~~~

28.7.09 then my spec is ready still need to wait for 1 week

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hope the homework won't pile up like a mountain ~~~

Labels: Very Sick ~~

2009-07-20T21:04:00.002+08:00

Having Hair Treatment now~~~

Sian I think I down with flu

just now keep sneezing and coughing but it's not H1N1 okay ~~~

maybe it's due to my doggie fur cos earlier i was grooming him

then after that keep like this till now took medication also no use ~~

but I think no one will be even bother to care only my friends, famliy and Kell~~

not only that they will even use it as a joke against me ~~ but already got used to it

I've change my playlist ~~

I admire this composer and singer a lot [i think ever since primary six :P i wanted his dubbling

album badly so i study very hard and reach my mum standard :Dyup she finally bought the album for me :D his other album also mummy buy one] [winning her to get it for me the latest album , 恋人创世纪 :D ] [plus his the teacher of 5566 XoXo]

even without advertisement his album still gt a lot people support

anyway i only manage to get a very few of the song he wrote or sang

well all his song are my favourite, never got sick or tired listening to it repeatly

becos he wrote the lyric very meaningful.......

:D yah his not like those very handsome singer but he wrote touching song and

have a nice vocal :D

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My beloved Classical violin still under maintence~~~

so now can only use electric one to practice

but i don't want to rely on the electric one too much

as electrice one very sensitive... too used to it may lead me forget the force i need to put

so need to wait until next week then can practice

next month gt one day practical ~~ Mr low want to try out first ~~~

i choose to play Arioso By Bach hope everything will turn out fine !!!

yah even mr low look down on me must let him see i can do !!!!

[he say wah so difficult you sure a not got so many you can choose why this ?

and he say Bach's pieces are very romantic, classy , elegant..... it's not as easy as you think

some more must put a lot of emotions into it or else it will be as if a human being without soul ]

stress sia let him like that say........ i very scare variation and contemporary part, it's not my forte...... still my best is theory... suck in practical ~~~~

So now think very hard about that two part !!!!!!!!!!! and my D&T!!!!

super moody~~~~

aiya hope everything will be better by 2moro EVERYTHING !!!!

LABELS: Hopes it's not too late~~~~

2009-07-18T20:34:00.002+08:00

I've Finally Got My Bling Bling Handphone Landyard!!! ~~~

super duper happy !!!

on my way to westmall, guess what i saw pei ying !!! haha

the world indeed very small or is it singapore ?

ya both of us are shock, and she's heading westmall as well :D

she's with warren to watch harry potter

then when we arrive she rush off without me as she's late

so i when to get the landyard and return my books

after that i when to KFC to give a huge surprise to My ex staff and manager

yah indeed they are shock and the aunties ~~~ misses them hell lot

and my godfather~~~ haha

waited for ling to off shift then headed to the arcade to play her ddr

during that period i excuse myself a while to go borrow some books~~

when i return she said she's will play last round then we go off

yup and during our stay there :D a beloved uncle ans auntie gave us free sweets!!! :D

i only took a few and the rest i gave ling ~~~

so we reach the mrt station and seperate our ways[she's heading woodland while i go back home]

so yup train home~~~

such a boring day huh ? i know..... but that's how my original life is ~~~~

just had steamboat for dinner..... one of my relative suppose to come over

but in the end they have guest when over their house to play majong so never come

sian !!!__~~

still haven't even complete half of my drawing !!!

mum is cursing and swearing just now because of the stupid laptop[hers]

she keep complaining it's lagging~~

so i check it out and it end up [ she open 8 window and she's watching her drama at the same time ] wow like this won't lag then i first time see

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ya~~ going to do my stuff first will update 2moro or later byes !!!

Labels: I'm getting a haircut 2moro ~~~

2009-07-17T21:44:00.003+08:00

lols....... super boring now......anyway misunderstanding [cleared (*Chomp chomp*)]

Sian until don't know like what...... DnT is Killing me~~~

So many things to do , yet only have 2 weeks to complete...... lol need to compile all

the things together ,haiis this the N time my drawing get rejected !! mr phua only

saw the slightly better ones, the others all reject by my beloved cousin !!!

all my drawing he say cannnot make it lol~~~~

wah lao he learn designing also no need to shotgun me so many times lorh

every time i feel super pressure to show him my drawing....

but his standard very high one so i knew it will get rejected even before showing him

no choice perfectionist seem have this problem must draw until nearly zero error then happy

suck @ rescaling the drawing .......

stupid cousin don't want to teach me..... lol show off yah lah i know you draw until very nice

even your boss put you as designer [for T-shirts]you also no need to show off until like that

right!!! [GRRRRRR!!! ] headache lah draw so many time still cannot make it why not i just take the photo
then edit or photoshop even better.....

sadly N'level will reject it so no choice die die also must submit final drawing

2moro maybe i will go westmall buy the bling bling landyard [miss heng recommand one]

i saw the cheapest was 25 dollars , miss heng saw one was 50 dollar but

she found one at westmall which sell 6.90 only !!!!!! so must go buy [mine is old liao and

the metal part seem a little rusted..... so time to change one new one and some more is my favorite bling bling item !!!! :D ]

:D :D :D :D
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Whatever lah........ my anger is bursting off the roof

lol stupid drawing can never get done man......

it sucks totally....... i think i just need to redraw a few time my eraser half will be gone

already..............

need to complete it by wednesday......

Labels:things need to get done can never get done....

2009-07-17T18:08:00.010+08:00

well I was bored just now so i view some of my friends blog randomly

reflected how i felt about him in the past

[ as i mention the previous post i never gonna mention that guy anymore on my blog but still there's things link to him anyway]

but still that was how i felt back then...... It's over i know i have to move on

Kell Called me up Today.... he asked me something that may aid me to move on

and less heartbroken........

Below is a conversation Between me and Him on the phone

his number was on withheld [Private No]

I pick up his phone call.......

Me: Hello? who is this ?

Kell: you guess ?

Me:Sorry but i really don't know

Kell: You know just guess randomly will do

thinking in process~~~

Me:is it kell?[ i spoke so soft as if i never spoke but still he heard it ]

Kell: yes it's me, you're not so dumb afterall

Me:yah lah, why you call me ?

Kell:why can't I call you ?

lazy to bother to answer him~~~

Kell: What really happen between you and your Boyfriend ?

Me:Aiya, we are over, break already~~

Kell: Oh, so where are you now ?[demanding tone, sound a bit scary]

Me:@home

Kell:then what you doing ?[same tone]

Me:watching TV

Kell:huh? you never work already ?

Me: yes, long ago i quit to study n' levels

Kell: oh.............................

Kell: i wonder if i still stand a chance ?

Me:huh ? what do you mean?[actually i know but it's awkward and plus acting blur is better]

Kell: you stupid or what... i mean if we still stand a chance to be together again ?

between here i forgot what we said~~

Me:ohhh,okay but~~~~I don't know

Kell: Give me a chances will you ?

Me:I Don't Know seriously, give me sometime i thought about it first okay ?

Kell: Since then nevermind, if you feel awkward, take it as if i never asked okay ? bye bye

Me:bye~

yup our conversation ended........

i was still thinking i thought that day i told him everything ?

so i text him in msn again and indeed but he thought that wasn't the

whole story that's why he asked me again...

still i don't know what should i reply him

I'm sick of getting hurt, so i put up with shield so on one will be able to hurt me...

yet i know he truly concern and care for me

it's such a mix up feeling, i'm not despo or what......

i've just kiss goodbye to him and yet 2days later

the guy before him asked me for a patch ~~

it sound a bit ridiculous right ? i've also thought so but yes it happened

i don't to hurt kell's feelings as i know how it felt finally [we broke up calmly as both of our

personality and charater was very different it's difficult for us to get along together ]

[ i know the word heartbroken from [him] ]

so i'm in a super dilema.... hope it's just all a dream

But still i rather me and kell remain as friend instead of BGF

and i'm not ready for a new relationship yet, I still haven't totally get over [him] yet

It's gonna be unfair to the guy, as it seem like i'm making used of him to forget [him]

P.S: Stupid Yoga Teacher cancelled today lesson[again!!!]

Label: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Haiisss~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-07-16T21:19:00.002+08:00

Pussycat Dolls-Hush Hush...

Oooooh ooooh
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strain.
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
And it's a little in the conversations
There isn't anything that you can say.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me and listen to me because,

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah
Because

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

Yeah Oh
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby

2009-07-15T20:26:00.002+08:00

haha....thanks guys don't worry too much lah i'm fine

cousin and his girlfriend : pls lah horh i not so stupid until will jump off the buliding..even that
i can't deny i'm slow lah but my brain work well.....

Norman: yup everything is over already, yes i do feel down but i think i did the right thing
and if you really want to cheer me up then jolly well treat me ben and jerry
strawberry ice cream lorh.......:D

Kelvin: yah lah....... very easy say......you think easy to do is it lol..... i tell you jump off the building is easier lorh haha but i will never suggest that lorh relax lah, it is me heartbroken not
you leh act until so [guniang] if you wear skirt i tell you more guys will for you than me haha
lol..............feel super sad for your gf lorh so gu niang i suppose you should be more manly ?
lol................................................

mike neo : thanks senior to be there for me when i need aid , and yup what you said really do make sense
sometimes in life really need to learn how to let go and move on.... i did struggle when making a choice but yes indeed...... everything is fated and indeed it is not worth to be drunk over him
it will only make you look stupid and silly and he will be happy as this show that i am still care and concern about him......

other friends: you all need not worry for me i can take care of myself and i am fine :D :P
so no need to flood up my phone inbox okay ? :p :D really at least i am alive and kicking now
i can eat sleep study...lol carry normal day to day work is fine with me lah...... just that i lazy to reply you guys msg doesn't mean i emo or think on the dark side it is just that all of you send me the same thing i reply until i also sian niao thats why i rather post this text on my blog :D

Kell[Ex Boyfriend] : chill it i am fine lah......later then i explain to you what happen since you want to know but cool it lah is i request to break not him...so don't worry too much seriously
you should know me well as in what type of person i am so need not to worry lah..... a happy go lucky person like me you have nothing to worry about lors..... :D :P

thanks for all of your concern i repeat again I AM FINE SO DON'T WASTE TIME AND MONEY
ON TEXTING ME.....okay ?!

really...... i swear i am fine... it is just that i very tired and sian to text everyone of you back
understand is not that i think about negative stuff :D

so to all this friends and cousin, if really want to cheer me up then give me free supply of
strawberry product [ice cream, cake and stuff] haha if you really do lah :D
but i tell you actually i joking only don't seriously go buy leh.........

anyway from 2moro onwards life go on like what it has be before i met him , full time normal school student.....not a part time student and a part time girlfriend :D

Labels : thanks my beloved ones...........for caring for me so much.... ~~~

2009-07-15T16:12:00.001+08:00

Everything Has Been Ended Between Him And me Officially

I think he is better off without me...

haha you godsister even text me up and scold me.....

may god blesses you to find a better girlfriend, at least better than me

really....i mean it, it's from my heart

you will be better off without me

i will take it as if nothing happen before

like a dream.......

thanks for everything my love [royston neo jia wei]

this would be the last time i called your name

and mention you in my blog

and thereafter i will forgot this name then

i will erase those memory as well

i'm lucky to have a boyfriend like you

i'm a person who don't deserve happiness

yet you brought happiness to my life

but i became greedy, i wanted for more

it just like drug

people who take drugs are ought to be punish

and yes indeed i got my punishment

which was leaving you

i won't regret leaving you

as you life will be wonderful without me

and yes i will be back like the old me.....

a person who do not know what happiness mean...

you are just like a forbidden fruit

once is enough to kill me

yet still i'm still attracted to it.....

thanks for teaching me how to let go

thanks for teaching me how to move on without you by my side

thanks you my love

take care in the future

whatever that will make you happy it will make me happy as well

even if the reason behind happiness was not me anymore

or even the person standing beside you is no longer me

as long you are happy i am contented

Labels : Goodbye my Lovely Boy~~~~ 24.4.09-15.7.09

Labels: Goodbye My Lovely Boy

2009-07-14T20:35:00.002+08:00

为什么，爱情让人那么痛苦却又让人轻易的着迷？

你不是负心汉，有只不过意识太生气了才脱口而出

我无话可说，你恨死我了对吧？。。。

我已无所谓了反正又不是第一次被人伤害

终究我还是一个人，面对一切......

爱情方面我是一个失败者，做人方面我也是.....

我看到我死那天我还是会一个人吧？

我不奢望别人可怜我因为都是我一手造成的

可是心里还是好痛好痛好像当成是场噩梦

但痛的感觉太清澈了我无法自我催眠

现在我好想寻死被你那么说真的伤害了我

可是为什么你就不相信我呢？

为什么? 你愿意相信别人也不相信你自己的女朋友？

为什么只愿意听别人的教唆，也不明白我的苦心呢？

就算朋友这样说你我也还是站在你这边

当你呢？你有曾为我付出过吗？

在我朋友面前我还是一再袒护你可是你呢？

我已经被你伤得体无完肤了.......

好累好累，上次感觉那么累的时候是和前男友分手的时候

惹你生气可能我有不对但你是不会原谅我的吧？

谢谢你曾经爱过我．．．．．

labels: Love knows love is such a hurtful thing ?

2009-07-14T19:44:00.002+08:00

what am i to you ?

who am i to you ?

why can't you just listen to me for awhile ?

why are you so stuborn ?

why do i fell in love with you ?

why are you questioning me this way ?

why does my heart hurts so much ?

why things turn into such an ugly way ?

why can't you just understand ?

why does my heart hurts so much when you define me in such a way ?

why does my heart do not hurts when classmates say i'm such a person ?

why ? ? ? i don't mind what my classmates say about me but just one of you words
i just collaspe immedately.......

why am i so weak ?

why can't i just explain ?

why would you think i'm such a person ?

why do you believe to rumors than what i just said ?

why do you think i'm a two headed snake ? ?? ?????

No point to cry over spill milk...yeah of course i knew that

this is what love you have taught me about

wheres those days we never fight over this kind of things

where's my guy who i knew promise not to hurt me ?

where's the guy who lead me out of my darks days ?

2009-07-12T16:03:00.011+08:00

Tonight I celebrate my love for you by Jang Nara and Taebin

freak man i fell in love with this song ~~~ sweet sia and they have

wonderful vocal.....

Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince

I swear I will Dash To Golden Village once this is release on 17/7/09 !!!

Well I'm a harry potter [movie + novel] Fan !!!!

and i think this is would be the best among all the harry potter series...

as the computer effects is amazing!!~~

if there's any preview , anyone don't mind telling me ?

Super Duper grateful [Nod*]

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haha i'm in the library with monica jiejie [she doing presentation so i follow her as i got to study for geo ]

and i'm meeting linette soon

[take her own sweet time but never mind at least got com entertain me]

gonna get miss vanitha surprise !!!! :D

so my dearest classmates : note we will held party during english period 2moro

so want to bring what is up to you okays !!!!!!!!

[super duper excited about 2moro party !!!! and me and dorry is awaiting for
the chocolate cake [drip saliva*] !!! woots ]

I LOVE PARTIES................................

haha~~~~~~~~~~

Craving For Strawberries !!!!!!!!!!!!!

by the way i will also be watching new moon

ever since i watch twilight i fell in love with this

novel as well

haha following is a prank video made by unknown person

interesting indeed very funny jus click it :D

New Moon Pranked Video !! ~~

Labels : 爱与恨只在一线之间，往往是看自己的选择有些人选择解脱有些选择更往下的投入
往往这也是人所谓的脆落的感情吧~~~~

2009-07-11T18:19:00.004+08:00

well I add this Plurk widget @ my Tagboard Section......

It's Cool And Fun...haha......

yesterday yoga lesson was canceled

so went to vist one of my relative with my family

she'd undergo some surgery for her spine

and now she is resting @ home....

well at least she is fine now

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Currently Studying on my Geograhpy....

hopefully i will do well this time

2moro I'll start on my Chemistry as mr leung will test us

next week as well.............

die for sure, two test next week.....

but I'll try my best at least i don't to let myself down....

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Labels : I'm Progressing good in my yoga :D

2009-07-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

lol..........I've surely Flung my English Oral...........5 pm then reach home....

super duper tired..... during the conversation the teachers ask question

such as are you artistic, yes or no lol....if yah I am ..... in terms of music [arts]

haha i think for the whole oral the best part i did was conversation.......

Crapping with teacher isn't easy still need to make sure you use the correct tense

and such blah blah.............

but what i learn from this lesson is to be well prepared for whatever that is

coming straight towards you....so i think Chinese will be easier

since my chinese is better then english and to my relive..... it has no

picture conversation so super happy : D

anyway I'm sleepy now... heading to my bed..... byes......

labels: I Just Love him........

2009-07-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

well school started dreadfully...... Argh super duper lucky [last person to take oral on thurs]

well mum told me to take it easy so i won't be so nervous....

but still the feeling is still haunting me......

hopefully everything will turn out fine and everyone will be safe [ Pass of course ]

even at home i try to speak English more often[ well, mum & dad speak Cantonese]

often dad speak English with me but mum, she better not haha...... her Cantonese slang......

I've been preparing sure super hard so, it will surely be a success if nothing goes wrong

okays....nites than.... may update 2moro

With love
Vivian Ho Sin Yee [ Vee-Vee]*

Labels :I Misses Him Too Much....... Love Him

* lol Nuriha gave me a new nickname [vee-vee] well , haha thanks sweety..........

2009-07-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

I've took some Quiz from facebook which i felt that it is true........

1st Quiz : What Colour Best Suit Your Personality

Ans:Black...

You are black! You are probably an introverted, indifferent sort of person. You aren't necessarily emo or really hateful, though you can be. You just aren't bubbly and happy all the time like yellows, oranges, and pinks. In fact, you probably have a hard time putting up with people who ARE happy all of the time. You are probably intelligent and artistic, and maybe a little bit of a loner. You do have friends, you just don't mind being alone. Gives you time to think. You are a little blunt, and you usually tell it like it is. You are classy, and simplicity goes a long way with you. You can be a little off-beat, your interests may not go with "the norm". As for your friends, you love them deeply. You may not have many close friends, but you choose them carefully. You are incredibly loyal to your friends, and they know they can count on you. You'd do just about anything for them, and they know it. You probably don't show your feelings so much, but you do have feelings. Deep ones, too. You feel things deeply, and you can be passionate - you just don't show it. Your sense of humor is probably a little dark, but you do love to laugh. You can be totally crazy when you open up, but you rarely do. You, in a nutshell: Classy, introverted, loyal, a bit of a loner, unique, edgy, deep, artistic, crazy (rarely), intelligent. BLACK!

Link:http://apps.facebook.com/whichcolorbefyzxtk/quiz/questions?_fb_fromhash=6c490e0279b9a77d6f2fdf4f1afe2e97&auth_token=0e710142581d15802c17848796ea8327&installed=1

2nd Quiz : You personality Evaluation Quiz....

Ans: 1B Person

You have a need for other people to like and admire you, and yet you tend to be critical of yourself. While you have some personality weaknesses you are generally able to compensate for them. You have considerable unused capacity that you have not turned to your advantage. Disciplined and self-controlled on the outside, you tend to be worrisome and insecure on the inside. At times you have serious doubts as to whether you have made the right decision or done the right thing. You prefer a certain amount of change and variety and become dissatisfied when hemmed in by restrictions and limitations. You also pride yourself as an independent thinker; and do not accept others' statements without satisfactory proof. But you have found it unwise to be too frank in revealing yourself to others. At times you are extroverted, affable, and sociable, while at other times you are introverted, wary, and reserved. Some of your aspirations tend to be rather unrealistic.

Link : http://apps.facebook.com/yourper-sb/index.php?clear=1

Next Week Gonna Be N'Level English Oral already
My Turn Will Be On 9/7/09 and Guess What I'm the last person lorh.....

Super Duper Stress!!!!

currently I'm Revising my T,ED,S.............

Die Already lorh................aiya just remember to crap a lot and

proper English...................................and Smile :D

okays my bed is waving at me now....... 2moro still need to wake up early

so good nites people...............

Labels:There's always failure first then success

2009-07-02T21:09:00.003+08:00

今天我好难过.....也好累....已经开始厌倦了自己拥有的保护色......
从挣开眼睛的那一刹那，心情早已有了复杂的感觉.....
昨晚作了一个梦，梦里只有自己眼前好黑暗，好恐怖....
曾经拥有的，以瞬间变成他人的.......
可是在还没想下去的那一刹那，我被自己的闹钟给吵醒了.
果然梦里给我的不安真的来临，在上课时收到了我曾经爱过的人传来的简讯
曾经和他拥有了飞蛾扑火般的爱情，但那已成了过去...
他问我:你在做什么?
我回了他:在上课。
曾经是恋人，现在是朋友.......但你却在最近问我如果我们有现任的男朋友的话，我可以给你
一次机会重新开始吗? 你说你已经有了很大的改变, 你说你已明白为何当时我会选择离开你
为了我你愿意改变.......
我的心没被动摇，因为我真的很爱家微，他已变成我的全部了.....
没了他，我少了一个我可以依靠的肩膀........
没了他，我的世界变得只有黑白灰的世界......
在他面前我卸下, 让他渐渐的走进我的世界里.....
所以要怪就怪，你把我的爱当得似乎是理所当然的只有我不停的付出......
被人爱总是幸福的，要去爱一个人比较辛苦..
你让我学会了这一点，我会永远记住.....
我也谢谢你，要不是你所带来的伤害我也不会遇到现任的男友....
至少他并不把我的爱情当成那么廉价，或者理所当然

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今天又被班上的那几个男同学欺负了，他们欠我一个道歉
眼眶毫不犹豫的被泪水挤满，不由自主地掉下
原本还以为我已变得更强了，已勉励了他们的嘲笑
但是没想到自己却是那么软弱的，原来我还是有底线的
可是不久后就没事了，至少在朋友和同学和老师面前
必须表现得若无其事，逼着自己强颜欢笑
他们问我为什么我一时哭一时笑
那我只可以说活着我患上了人格分裂症
回到家觉得好累好累，我怂恿了自己让自己落泪
哭了好久好久，不知不觉睡着了.........

人生为何那么累人，似乎多呼吸一口气都会觉得有负担.......

何况还要面对那么多事情。。。。。

够了.......但我还是坚持相信明天会更好

因为我是个乐观的人.........................

With Love
Vivian Ho Sin Yee
何欣宜

Labels:Life seem so tiring........

2009-06-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

lol school started already..... super duper sad............

I love my New Geo Teacher she is damm cool trust me man!!!

2moro gt mass run die liao.... @ 6 plus i ran 5km [super proud face]

hope 2moro will be delay... i cross my finger and pray super very hard

haha........turning in now byes people

Labels: Miss you a lot.... :D (L)

2009-06-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

lol...haha.....we had been together for 2 months+ already......

time passes in a blink of an eye until both of us didn't even realise it....

school gonna start 2moro or in a few hours time....

seriously i still have some leftover homework needed to be completed

but since most of them are due on the following week so i will complete them

2moro......[75 percent are Mr Ong's homework]

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Today was my "sort of" Family day so the whole family woke up

@ 10.00 am and went to jurong west wet market to have Brunch + shop for groceries

then reached home @ 1pm, did some stuff and bath then went to Ikea @ 2pm

reached home @ 8pm and have maggie mee not long ago for late dinner

and now using my lappy to update :D

kays boring days end here and school started 2moro unwillingly

[how i wish holiday will be extended]

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yesterday went over to my 4th aunt's house....dad need to help them to fix

a faulty pipe [ it's had been leaking for no reason]

so i brought over my lappy but end up also barely use it [lappy was no low battery
anyway]

Sharon jie jie bought me a eyelashes curler [heated one] when she went to

a hong kong business trip before H1N1 flu together.......

[Result: it really works !!!]

thanks yoo.......

yup after things was done... we went to the coffeeshop nearby their block

to have a late dinner and then they drove us home....

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last friday, went out to play pool with peiying, rose and ming sheng[ school senior]

@ arena [joo koon, near discovery center]

at first my skill [pool] super sucky...... [3rd time play only leh, not pro hor]

then after their "guidence" i improve hehe [they almost teach me until vomit blood]

haha play 2 hour only......after that went back to Jurong point,chill @ macafe

while then window shopping.....until 5pm we splited up as we take different public

transport.......and well i went home and rose went to peiying's house

i rushed to change to my gym outfit and rushed for yoga lesson @ readhill

luck was on my side so eventually i wasn't near late at all [happy :D]

yah after yoga lesson went home with monica jie jie.................

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so three days past like this.............. fast uh ?

gonna study very hard now on and there after

well also thinking about some plans[ linette suggested us to go over her house @

B.T to study...]

yah so thats all gonna update 2moro or later :D

byes peeps !!!

Labels : I [L] Royston & I [M] Royston A lot........ He mean too much to me..
No One Can Replace Him In My Heart........

2009-06-24T21:28:00.002+08:00

sunrise @ park near my house
Strawberries with honey........ delicious

my favorite......

super duper tempting and sweet !!!!

haha had strawberries for dessert just now

the sunrise was taken last saturday...

I love strawberry.........because it look like heart shape

and it's also in red colour.......... which i find it attractive

so gonna update 2moro then nites people......

P.S: i love today's weather..hope everyday will be like today's weather

Labels: I Love Strawberries And My Boyfriends.......

:P Royston you stand a very great place in my heart..........

2009-06-23T22:55:00.003+08:00

canon rock by unknown japanese guy hehe :D

canon in D major by shingshin [youtube user]

cool huh ? hehe.......... i was mesmerise by classical guitar out of a sudden

also know why ?...... well he's good[shingshin]........

compare to violin, guitar is easier as they have key bar to indicate each key

which violin don't have [by ears ]

listening to guitar remind me of fire place at thoose houses like in US

cosy and home feeling which make people fell in love instantly

[never really play very close attention with the sound of guitar]

anyway i change my music genre to classical.......
well those are my favorite and compose by famous musician
like Beethoven and J.S Bach...........

there's one piece name [Beethoven virus]
is the ost of the K-drama Beethoven virus........
I like the strong impact and feeling of this pieces hope you guys will enjoy as well

:D

Labels: My favorite my genre is [Classical]

2009-06-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

well......................yup i walk a lot today

from my house to seng siong , from there walk back home

and then from home take bus back to jurong west , then buy Durian

and from there walk home, and from home go jurong lake park

run+jog+walk for 6km then go home

haha happy that mum and dad like the surprise i brought back home

[durian]

super duper heavy lucky gt bring along trolley or else i faint sia......

yah heard the news that school holiday maybe extended due to H1N1 cases in singapore

and well hope it will not affect N'level exam......

okays done now

update 2moro.......

labels: i love you honey............and i misses you a lot.......

2009-06-22T11:32:00.003+08:00

yup peoples... i've change my blogskin.......

rather simple one.....

yesterday was father's day

celebrated it at Siam Kitchen @ Jurong point

[well, super duper obvious that it is becos of my dad......

he love thai cuisine and mum like spicy food...... and i dun like to take food with chill

contain with it [only curry and tom yum soup] ]

end up my poor brother only ate the pineapple rice and fishcake plus little

veg

well love ya dad !!! you rocks !!!!!!!!!!!!

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one more week the holiday will end.... how sad

half of my holiday was spent in school

so it really feel sucky when it end.... like a blink of an eye

haiis saw my pile of mountain papers feel like fainting

yah i finish some of my work but........ the fact is

i haven't even started to touch my pile of maths

i hate math............ faint*

did social studies [ copy ans paste from intensive notes]

english[ done......but confirm plus chop* chop* got a lot of careless mistake one]

chinese[done... started with chinese first]

physic[ermh........did it......but i know theres alot of mistake]

others.......................................................[yah have not touch it yet]

hate homeworks but what to do............. it's a student job to complete their homework

haha photo taken @ linette's house has been uploaded @ her house

but i'm too lazy yo upload here so if you want to view the photo then

pls view her blog at my exit link section.........ku-gu-mal-yo[thank you in Korean]

haha rose has ask me and peiying out to play pool @ arena......

end up pei ying say see first if i gt time then say.....

anyways...hope mr ong will not come after me to chase my maths homeworks

[i know it's for my own good but..........if maths is not must i will sure avoid it ]

okays......gonna stop here for now

continue today or 2moro then

a-ning-hae-say-yo[goodbyes:D]

NOTE FOR ROYSTON : WHO SAYS SO, WHO SAY I'VE ALREADY FORGOTTEN

THE EXISTENCE OF MY DEAREST BOYFRIEND ? :D I'VE THOUGHT YOU

BEEN VERY BUSY SO I DID NOT WANT TO BOTHER YOU

I MISSES YOU A LOT.......AND LASTLY [I LOVE YOU] ALWAYS

muacs..................n_n

labels: upset about school reopen................ holidays i want more...........

2009-06-20T15:19:00.003+08:00

samsung haptic pop SCH-W750[anycall]

samsung haptic beam [mini portable projector phone] by anycall

cool huh ? haha i currently i want to change my phone to samsung haptic beam

or haptic pop

reason :

haptic beam= it's cool man becos it has additional function of projector
how on earth you can get a phone like that ? but it's quite thick
and i don't really need a projector on the go.......

haptic pop SCH-W750=I like the design, it's user friendly and it works like similar like
samsung omnia and plus theres various design and colours to choose from as they include different battery casing in the whole set if i'm not wrong theres 7 different colours battery cover.

conclusion : i rather buy haptic pop than haptic beam........
sadly both phone aren't sold in singapore yet of course you can
buy this phone online but people !! it currently will
only work in korea... any country outside korea will not be able
tosupport this phone which will make it unusable for people living in
singapore like me.......

hope they will sell it soon !!!! or at least something similar okay......

http://www.samsung.com/sec/consumer/detail/detail.do?group=mobilephone&type=mobilephone&subtype=skt&model_cd=SCH-W750ZW

*note that it is in korea... you can translate it by using google

labels : i want to change my stupid phone.....

2009-06-19T15:43:00.002+08:00

http://petiteshoppe.livejournal.com/

haha C&L you better give me credits for advertising your blogshop
[just kidding only don't take it to heart ]

anyway they sell clothes at affordable prices.....some only wore once or twice
and some never even worn before........
well currently the website wasn't totally ready yet but still there
are few pieces which you can already consider to buy
and plus they are trustable and will not go on MIA
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2 more hour will be yoga lesson le....... super bored now
may update more later or 2moro......................

Labels: Argh !!!! hate math..........

2009-06-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

yup...... it's another boring day like any other days

stayed at home.....surfing net and stuffs

i've already finished watching Boys Over Flowers a.k.a B.O.F or Boys Before Flower [korean ver]

compare to the japanese and taiwan version i think korean is the best

well maybe i prefer the "F4" and female lead in korea rather than the other countries

personally i'm a person who love to watch Kdrama......... so i can say

this the best drama recently after Beethoven Virus

and well i found this blogger who is very kind.....

she's another korean fan like me
http://kpoparchieve.blogspot.com/

she link up everything so it is easy to surf from her blog

and well my new favourite korean group will be SS501 becos of kim hyun joong

and current favourite korea actor will be Lee min ho

yup so i promise this a drama you will regret if you missed it......

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yup and trust me this guy is scary man !!!

he lose 21 kg in 3 months !!!
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/marting123/21306469

it is in chinese so if you only know english or other language

you can go to google translator tool to translate the whole page

now then i know that cherry tomatos are super duper fattening

just a few of them = to a bowl of hor fen [soup]

haha.......................happily to say i lose a bit of weight liao [ mum say one ]

so i will still continue my everyday routine of exercising

0=[n_n]=0

labels: i miss strawberry ice cream [ super big no no food for people who is on diet ]

2009-06-16T21:13:00.003+08:00

well today D, C, L and me have alot fun

firstly, i woke up @ 8.54 am in the morning

i was shit omg i'm so gonna late as i promise to meet dorry @ 9.30 am yesterday

and yup i'm late...... it was like 9.45am when i reached jp to find D

lucky that she's not angry

so we went to fairprice extra to get fruits for L

yup gt strawberries and apples

and Ls favourite snacks

after that we took bus to her house

and waited at the bus stop for her

as we thought she had tuition at first

but more than 6 bus has gone and she still not in sight

so i called her again and... me and D got a shocking news

L:vivian, you know what, i'm still at jurong

V[me]:huh what you still at jurong ? [shocking tone]

i pass my phone to D

D:yah ok , ok , ok cross junction ok, bye bye

V:what happened ?

D:she skipped tuition so last night she still @ jurong lorh

yupp so me and D walk to bukit timah plaza to wait for her

and in no time she called D and we meet her at the traffic junction

and yup we joke around with her

[in a very sarcastic tone ]

D,V:hey linette long time on see

L:ya long time no see

V,D: hey linette you know what ?,you are so early today!

end up all of us burst in to laughter

so we walk to cold storage to buy our lunch

and then walk back to her house

we ate and in no time C was here

I took out my phone and saw 4 missed called from an unknown person

so i called back

V:hello, who is this ?

unknown person: It's me

V : me ? who me ?

unknown person : me !!!!!!!

i turn towards C direction... and she like smiling at me

yup you guess it right

she's that unknown person

haha so the whole group was laughing non-stop

so we move on to our next plan...

the train track

D said she had never see one before

so L brought her there

we took photos [ haha C and L are pro lorh ]

anyway it will only be uploaded until L send to photo to us

with extra luck D saw not only a train track today but also

a real train for good [ well its her another first time ]

well later C said she's hungry so we accompany her to get snacks @ BTP fairprice finest

and we walked all the way back

and slack @ L's room and we chat about stuff

around 5 plus p.m me and D need to leave

so the whole group leave together

we walk to the bus stop and decide to take what bus

end up D took 157 home while me , C,L took 66 back to jurong east

yup and thats how today end

sadly C,L invited me and D to go to sentosa 2moro but

i've gt other thing to do so cannot go

but still we have lots of fun @ L's house

yup if can i will find time next week to invite you guys over to my house

just before the holidays end..

and yup maybe C you will get to eat my mum's cooking again

[yong tau pok and porridge]

Labels : I love my GFs............ D,C,L thanks hell lot girls.....love ya

2009-06-15T20:47:00.004+08:00

Day out with pei ying and rose @ mac

mad women + mad women= 2 mad women

meet my new friend, rose [last person on your right]

me and ying

me ,ying,rose

haha ying look super like my teacher
when she wear her spec

haha me..... camwhoring......

hehe, fun we have with each other

pouting......

kuku face....

haha ying super funny in this pic lorh

[O]

[o]2

haha.....today went out with pei ying and her shatec gf [rose] to study

@ first i did not know that rose was coming until she arrive

she's a funny person and a good friend

anyway, yah we bully peiying a lot

and joke around a lot........

hope we will meet again soon....

Labels: I[L]Y & I[M]Y a lot........

2009-06-15T15:22:00.002+08:00

lol..........haha now i'm in mac with pei ying and her gf rose...

haha both of us bully her..... me and rose do kinda "click" with each other

haha pei ying currently kept on writing notes for her exam and me kept on disturbing her

haha.....and rose she super cute and funny......haha nice to know her....

yaha we r camwhoring.....

lol force to take super funny photo.... haiis what to do... she's mine [hehe best friend]

i bet she so gonna put all the photo on facebook.....

i'm died liao.... lol..... cross- finger that she won't do it.... or else i'm dead....

haha kays gonna continue more when i reached home........ cos lappy is on low battery

already......

Labels: miss you so very much, royston.....

2009-06-13T22:07:00.002+08:00

haha............today finally rain !!!!!!!!
stay @ home, played psp with brother.....
finish some homework and stuff......
practice yoga @ home.....
yesterday learn new posture.....need a lot of practicing to get it perfect
balancing gt problem haha......
finally gt my manicure.......
love it a lot haha......
well still have not watch dance Subaru......
maybe 2moro i will go watch [hopefully]
holiday has only officially started today
as the past 2 weeks i was going to and fro for school stuffs
yup can relax for a few days only.... must spend the rest of the holiday on
revision......preparing myself for N'level....
btw must congrat Dorry for striving to grade one
she work hard for it...... and deserve it
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Labels : Royston, IMY alot mucxs.... :D

2009-06-10T16:32:00.002+08:00

sad.... 2moro still need to go back school !!!!!

stupid physic.......well at least i understand what mr kum is trying to teach

last lesson.......Baby told me to go concentrate on my studies first...

as he have his own things to do [he don't want to reveal anything about it

so i also don't asked any further] i just know he would be terribly busy recently

until he may neglect me... but still I'll understand... as this would only be for the

time being.... :D....... hope D, L, S, KX, KL,J ,C they would be free on next tues !!!

haha never imagine me and L would be so close now..... in the past

we misunderstood each other..so all doubt are clear and we are back together as

friends......... as for D and S thanks for tolerating my bad temper and noisiness

J for lstening to my lame jokes and laugh everytime afterward.....

well KX,KL you both always poke me...... in a way or other

and lastly C , we are still at least friends unlike in the past....

kays gtg byes

Labels : baby, ILY and IMY alot.... :D

2009-06-09T21:30:00.002+08:00

my heart totally sunk today......even if i've already finish most of the artifact
[98% has been done and 2% will be continue when school reopen]
i totally have no mood at all..... my mind was somewhere else.....
can't really focus hard on my work.....

my brain was jammed with different things today...
artifact, homeworks and other stuffs......
I'm seriously on the verge of breaking down...
I'm no longer the "me" I used to know.....
I really hate it when things are not done or you just don't get it right
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everything in my life is in a total mess which include my relationship
argh!!!!!! I don't understand..........everything seem so complicated in the end

P.S Having Headache now turning in first.......

Labels : I'll be waiting for you......

2009-06-08T21:41:00.003+08:00

UP & DOWN IN LIFE IS DRIVING ME MAD !!!!!!!
Under thunder lot of Stress lately.....
I Feel like Crying sia !!!!!!!!! piles of things need to be done !!!
and sadly I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME !!!!!
felt so worthless......so many things going throught my mind...everything JUST TOTALLY SUCK
WORKPIECE = SUCK !
LIFE = GONNA NEED TO GET ONE
HOMEWORK=LIKE PILES OF PAPER MOUNTAIN
HOLIDAY = ALL TOTALLY RUINED......
N'LEVEL = SEEM TO FLUNGED IT....[HAVEN'T GIVE UP HOPE]
SCHOOL= ARGH ! ! ! GAVE MOST OF MY HOLIDAY TO SCHOOL...
SLEEP OVER @ COUSIN'S HOUSE = CANCEL DUE TO PACK SCHEDULE
TIME=PAST TOO FAST...
LIFE+HOMEWORK+HOLIDAY+N'LEVEL+SCHOOL
+SLEEP OVER @ COUSIN'S HOUSE+TIME=EVERYTHING SUCK SUCK SUCK !!!!

AT THIS RATE, I WILL GO CRAZY [YAH I KNEW I AM NOW BUT I WILL GO CRAZIER]

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last friday, attended yoga lesson [well same teacher, the original one next week then come back]
saturday, suppose to meet minqi for something but mum was not feeling well so i did not go
sunday, went to pei ying's house @ almost 2 pm, we chat super lot
and played around until 7.15 pm.... went home and had dinner.......
today went back to school @ 9.15 am [suppose to be 8.30 but i overslept ]
yah linette was back in sight... we joke around and stuff
[ well usual when all the san pa was here]
ate lunch @ mac located @ 500 plus..
stayed back to complete more of my work....
until 6pm plus... [well ended @ 4.30 pm but i waited for Dorry ]

yup these are summaries of what i did in the past few days... boring ?
yeah...... I'm just a normal girl who lead such a boring life.....

Labels : can i thrust you ? should i thrust you ?

2009-06-03T23:51:00.002+08:00

below are my reading love & life =facebook application

You were born on 24th day of December 1993, Friday.Your Life : You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out.

Your Love : Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.

and this is his

You were born on 3rd day of January 1991, Thursday.Your Life : Although you are innocent and romantic but your expression often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality,it's hard for others to really know the real you. You are careful and patient.Your Love : Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.

yup sleeping now..... bye peoples !!!!!
Labels : super tired!!!!!!

2009-06-03T22:55:00.003+08:00

this gonna be a short post.. i promise !
woke up late today for DnT lesson [end up also never go morning work out ]
after i did my wash up i rush to school it was 9.15am when i reached...
yup continue final product and manage to be on task
today mr phua did not ask us to stay back [willingly]
so went out for lunch with dorry
and yup return home and continue to doze off
woke up @ 5.30pm and continue my daily before dinner walk/jog
and return home @ 8.30 pm...and rest......
and now time check it's 11.03 pm... and i'm blogging here
lol................

quite fed up today.......only manage to finish one process
yup gonna rush it out by friday....

yup too lazy to blog any futher...

thats all forks

Labels : He's Just Not That Into You.....

2009-06-01T20:57:00.002+08:00

lol i should not be whining so much here

but still i can't help it

"DnT was lifeless today" quoted from Dorry

trust me indeed it 's too true.....but glad to say that

mostly by Thursday i can finish my whole final product

just short of the photo frame's skeletons structure + base

ugrh !!! need to redraw my drawing !!!....

great !!! the N times my drawing had been rejected !!!

super bad news !!!!!!!! next Thursday still need to return to school

for physic [two whole bloody hour !!! ] WTH I think the

party @ Linette's house will be postpone to friday or later....

gotta finish the physic worksheet given by mr kum by friday !!

so many things to do so little time to complete gosh

i lived a too easy life for the past few months

and i only realise it like til 1 month ago ? ? ?

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well before dinner went out exercising with Monica jie jie

we left home at 5.30 pm and return @ 7.30 pm

keeping to my plan.....i avoided my super tempting favourite ______?

[you guess it ! stawberries ice cream!!!]

well resting early today.......heading to bed in 40min time

as 2moro still need to wake up early to return to school

0=(n_n)=0

with love

vivian @_@

Labels : I trust you.... I have faith in you.... pls don't betray everything I gave to you

unselfishly including my love..... you should have known if you betray all this, I'll left you one day

without a single word or goodbye......I'm ain't joking..... you could have told me you dislike me

and i will leave you..... this way is better for the both of us....... the path is yours choose your way

wisely, it is either you'll get hurt or me.......... so telling the truth would be the best way to resolve

things calmly................

2009-05-31T21:14:00.002+08:00

~~~Edited~~~
dinner was porridge [same as what i expected, mum's being lazy the whole day anyway]
I've did some house chores [sweeping the floor, etc]
ice cream was so tempting but still i manage to keep to my diet plan
[ICE CREAM, CHOCOLATES, SWEETS, CHIPS ,FATTENING FOOD SUPER BIG NONO !]
so i ate apples instead... 2moro morning must wake up super early for my
morning work out then bath and go school.........sian.....

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after next week i will get my nails done.....
and linette and clarrisa will be back and nette's so-called party @ her current house
so many happenings within my friends...yet my life seem to be so black and white
you can also say it is colourless....some go out with friends, others holidays
i feel that i can stay @ home everyday man!! as long i have my lappy
with me.......even you are not by my side..... some of my friends
tell me i can forget about you move on with my life.. yet i don't want to break my
promise.....and i can't forget you.......
you're the first person who called me silly
other than my families and close friends
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still you're the one who made promise with me... so
i want to keep it
until the day you say you want to leave.........

labels : gotta sleep first bye people. . . . . .

2009-05-31T16:17:00.002+08:00

well it's another stay-home sunday night with family....

quite bored actually but still 2moro is "school day " ought to return to

school for physic lesson 2moro plus my DnT Final product.... gotta work it all out

sketch finish my final drawing which i need to submit.....

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currently watching Defeated Queen...败犬女王

quite nice, worth watching.... but still i haven't finish the whole drama

for people who like K-drama, you can catch Beethoven virus

talks about music and stuff.......nice storyline as well

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Update later..... byes !!!

Labels :-______-l

2009-05-30T14:27:00.003+08:00

yippie !!!! sorry for late updates!!

yesterday left home @ 5.15 pm to go red hill to learn yoga....

wow...I'm super surprise that I'm the youngest among all my "classmates"

it was suppose to be beginner but it end up to be level one...

haha......super fun... but i hate that teacher lucky next lesson onwards

will be the other teacher take over....

ya holiday has officailly started yet had a very mix up feeling

both happy and sad....
sad because has to go back school for the whole of next week
and has tons of homework to complete, well, let's also not forgot about
revision for all my subjects.....

happy becos finally can take a longer break from school

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P.S thanks my beloved pei ying i love that necklaces !!!

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Violin is totally sian....... now i practice the same old song over and over again
it's getting kinda bored....but still have to practice no choice.....

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in around an hour or two linette and clarissa will both arrive @ Malaysia i suppose
haha hopefully they will not buy pineapples or pineapples tarts back....

pray hard for them then.................

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currently i'm undergoing a diet process and exercise programme
so, no sweets , Strawberries ice cream , chocolates, milkshake
and whatever that is fattening !!!!!!!

luckily i still able to consume Strawberries

yah now i'm going to play inline skates bye peoples !!!

Labels: Yoga is about mind heart and souls

2009-05-26T20:59:00.003+08:00

I want to watch dance subaru!!! it looks attractive to me !!! haha....
well today i totally flunged my N' level prelim el oral !!
even though some of my classmates say i speak like a newspaper reporter
i know best about what had happen.....accidently speak lah....
anyway after that was a early recess with Dorry and my usual mates
haha before the oral and after oral we was playing tai di
we rotate turns as there was six of us, so loser will be taken over
I kept on winning and i think i only lost three times.....
they even gave me a new nickname [Er MO 恶魔 devil]
lol i look so kind call me devil somemore.....

well i think dorry's lucky care bear did not work much lorh
haha we kept on playing around damm funny which also make me feel
like going to school....

yah as i promise i upload some pics taken recently...

group photo was taken on dorry's bring forward birthday party

and others was taken on sunday @ home....

well holidays is jus in a few days time....
still need to go back to school for D&T final product...
+ physic remedial.... sian sia.... don't feel like going at all..

well thats about it, Forks bye bye !!

Labels :Await For you..

2009-05-25T00:06:00.003+08:00

yup today is super duper tiring......
in the morning, accompany cousin and future cousin-in-law
to the bridal studio to check up with the gown their wedding dinner [喜酒]
they actually chosen the wedding gown and night gown[ not the want you wear to sleep]
in the first place together when they took the wedding photo's but it ended up
future cousin-in-law changed her mind...[flick-minded]
so therefore today go back again to choose...... early in the morning sia....
okays there was a huge variety to choose from....... so she wasn't able to decide
at first...but in the end she chosen 3 wedding gown and 6 night gown
why choose so much right ? i'll answer this question now
firstly, they will have total three wedding ceremony plus dinner
two wedding dinner, one @ Hilton Singapore, one @ JB [not very sure which hotel yet]
cousin belong to my mother's side, mum's a Malaysian
so there's a need to have two since we have relative over at Malaysia
wah lao....... Hilton hotel quite expensive sia
Passion package [9 course] SGD 828 per table !!
in total they arranged 38 tables[2 tables kept for (just in case usage)]
sia lah see the price i almost faint*.....anyway
back to topic...... 1 more ceremony @ church[don't ask me where cause it is at JB] ......
even they are 潮州 they are also Amen [Christian] so they still need to go church
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future cousin-in-law offer me to have a makeover session with her
it's free anyway [ including in the package mah]
so i gave it a try and well, hairstylist perm my hair [temporally one]
and makeup artist gave me a makeup [clean look ]
put it on whole day until 2hr ago i then remove it...
i love the look...
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anyway darn it i took bunch of photos but it end up
most of it was lost ??i think my phone cannot make it liao lorh...
so retook some of my zilian photo....
bear with it lorh....hehe
yah later shop- shop with mum and dad and just return home 2 hour ago
yah yah i gt myself a new pair of shoes.... [happy*]
yup that most about it today.....
now i'm super worried that i'll flung my oral which is happening in
just a few hour time....... [cross fingers and pray super hard *]
must pass [so basic thing still can fail i can totally forget about my N'Levels then]
yah byes forks heading to bed now
cos it's took attractive to me now
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P.S: Photos will be uploaded 2moro

Labels: Want to Perm my hair....

2009-05-22T21:03:00.003+08:00

Nails Art

........hello kitty.......

I Like this the best !!!!

Cherry blossom

this one also very nice...princess[top]

Strawberry !!![bottom]

LV inspired nail art [classy duh]

aww... so sad man!!!

Mum's having a manicure session just 2moro
sadly due to school I CAN'T PAINT MY NAILS....
So unfair......

i want to do the one in the second picture !!!

haha below is a conversation between me and mum...btw it suppose in chinese

i translated it so more people can understand

mum peeking at my lappy*

mum: what you doing ?

Me : google[ing].... yah why ?

mum: just asking.....

me looking at the second pix

me: mum, i want to do this nail art during school holiday , nice right ?...

mum: you siao arh ? this one so many things hanging here and there

somemore it sure gonna be heavy.... can use your brain to think a

not.... it's not worth it as it may obstruct you from doing lots of things

like typing.....

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see this is how i get scolded for nothing.......

Mum says I'm crazy [maybe, maybe not]

yah.... monday is going to be prelim oral[ repeat N times i know]

oh yah today also gt go for design course [last lesson]

today learn Rendering[ tricky sia ]

well i finally complete my final prouct drawing

mr phua say can use it to submit...but still i don't it is

good enough, so i used it as my backup plan just

in case during the holiday i really cannot draw one that Can make it de....

again today carrot juice was my lunch...... [rushing....]

3rd time this week already.... it seems that i fall in love with

carrot juices.... taste great and full of vitamins

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got used of not having you around..... I've learn not to rely on you already

tonight will be another sleepless night........ even with my air con on

lazy to eleborate further on so shall stop here now [ maybe]

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Below: [piano on song ] Tonight I celebrate my love for you

Below:[original] tonight i celebrate my love for you

aww this song is so sweet, everlasting love, something everyone
has been searching for throught out their whole life,a soul mates
life-time partners... A promise to be together forever
til death do us apart........

Labels: Everlasting love is so beautiful

2009-05-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

Wave* ello everyone.....

even though i improve a bit [tiny little bit] for MYE papers

but still i failed 2 subject in total....

luckily mum and dad expected this to happen so

there wasn't any storm which i predict when i told them about

my result.........

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I envy my friends who have great achievements in their lives
at least when they are old and they turn back to recall about
their past, they have something which are worth recalling about
well of course they put in effort for whatever they did
so they deserve it....aiya lives ought to move on......
so if i may not achieve it now, then i strive harder then....

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Monday will be oral Prelim...... kick off the habit of not pronouncing
T,S,ED.......overall miss vanita have no comments today about my
presentation during class......the only thing i worried about ought to be
picture conversation.......enaging in a conversation with a teacher
was easiler if you are not nervous.....so i will make sure i'm well prepared
and ease myself to prevent me to be nervous during lesson
Practice very hard now......

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todays's weather is freaking hot...... lol gonna suffer from heatstroke
any moment, I've gt very dizzy today and took flu med jus in case
so totally doze off and forget about NAFA test..... Mr liu is so gonna
kill me for this......i wonder how should i explain to him 2moro...
no doubt that he's gonna shout in front of my face......

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Holiday is drawing near.......so packed sia
physic remedial, DnT intensive, family plans ,violin lesson and so on so for.......
suppose to be a break end up more happening....
How i wish i do not grow up......no need to bother for these things
things are so tied up.... can't even catch a breathe when you need one
well fated one cannnot run away so lifes still need to go on as normal...
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Labels : It's better to live a blur life than a life which you know everything...

2009-05-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

http://i632.photobucket.com/albums/uu45/wassant/nimni.jpg

OMG this bag is freaking tempting !!!..... seriously I WANT THIS!!!!

today the girls was gossiping away during lesson [including me ]

drop dead bored and kept on hearing the same old songs

I only know this bag when Dorry was saying it's very nice

branded cheap one 3 to 4 hundreds plus SGD

expensive ones above thousands... haha

as she said jus now on msn [with the link above]

it's 30 Plus SGD.....but brandless and may not last......

haha so Updating my wishlist here !!!!

Btw dorry's mum says that it look like a ninja turtle bag .....
and it's a must for students in japan have one of this for schools [mostly until high school only i think ]
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Very disappointed...........

even thought i pass my physic this time i fail my chemistry.....

darn it still need two more marks to pass...sayonara my combined science

and geo was border line jus nice with the marks....

English was surprisingly well done as i did surprising well for paper two

haha have not recover from shock yet....... super stunned when miss vanita

announced my marks.......now left with maths and S.S.

well gotta fix some problem now.... See ya !!!!!!

Labels: gotta study super hard for Prelim

2009-05-18T20:22:00.002+08:00

3Arh ha !!!!!! I totally FLUNGED My Beloved M.Y.P........

Firstly i was happy that M.Y.P was finally over......
as nightmare was over as well......

after next week will be School Holiday....and...... 1st week
still need to report back to school to complete my final product.......

sort of regretted to argue with Teacher-in-charge.... sia lah now i
can only depend on myself... never mind since it has happened
already i can't change the fact anyway just cross my finger and
pray very hard that everything will turns out fine.......
sky will be clearer after the storm that's all i can say for now.....

Physic paper today is a total havoc.......no point to say it anyway.....

Friday would be our N' level Prelim english oral......
gosh........ people around me keep telling me treat it[n' prelim] as a
normal exam everything will turn out fine but how on earth
can i treat treat it as a "normal exam" when it is a National exam!! ....

Gunshot* I'm dead...... no point whining about it anymore....

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Above are all the bad news[ at least that apply to me]

below is GOOOD NEWS !!!

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happy 17th birthday !!!! Hoe Pei Ying !!!

congrat on turning 17 yrs old !!!!........... sadly i could not

attend your birthday bash today pardon me sister......

but still all the best for your current studies and future......

you will always be my bestest sister !!!!!!.....

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I want to watch Angels and Demon[for sure],
Harry potter and the half blood prince[not showing yet]
Ramen Girl[not sure] ....aiya....headache....

Idayu just called me up asking whether if i want to
orchard with her 2moro......well i will tell her 2moro
cos the wedding thingy isn't settle yet i'm jus afraid if
i compromise her now and betray her 2moro she's gonna be mad !!!!!
so we will see how it goes...... jus afraid mum won't agree......

I've been going almost everyday since last thursday.......
dorry's birthday,cousin wedding thingy ,out for revision @ library with kailin and others
dinner out with parent........

haiyoooooooooooo........so many things going throughout my brain

I"LL go MAD !!!......aiya i also dunno wads has got into me today......

firstly,I'm super duper mad about myself and secondly i dunno wad i'm mad about...

I'm definitely going berserk...holy mama........

yah i'm being crazy..... real crazy so beware my friends...

today i may bite.........

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Labels : You're always good @ making my day....... when i'm stuck with being angry with myself
you're capable to diverting my focus in someways....... why O why....

2009-05-15T21:26:00.004+08:00

haha..........Why is violin so hard???

how i wish i'm more talented.... so i won't

need to practice until i have blister all over my finger....

instructor has been hard on me... it's pretty sad

uh......plus both of my parents have been putting stress as well

hope i can live it through......it's kind of hard when

everyone have high hope on you......

you dun want to disappoint them but you have to be hard on urself as well

OMG.....now all my mind can only think about strawberry ice cream...

sad !!!! I want strawberry ice cream now yet IT's out of stock !!!

will replenish it by 2 moro [mums getting for me ]

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Love has not been contacting me recently

I know what had happened... I don't blame him

it's not like he want it to happened so i believe in him

no one is ever gonna shake my trust for him !!!

Currently entertaining Shu2...............

I'm dead bored can anyone entertain me....!!!!

.........thinking about going church 2moro anot........

it's been long since i last go for service.......

anyway we will see how first lorh............

i'm having a headache now... i think i caught a flu

again !!!! ...... it is not H1N1 so relax lah it jus a normal flu

which i usually gt 2 times a month [at least only]

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Things aren't getting any better... i was inform

the wedding thingy will have to continue

next week as well.......gosh!! i'm sad !!!!

why why why........end of year theres

also another wedding !!!!! 12-12-09

date has been settled....... but the couple aren't even start preparing....

faint* but lucky it western wedding which also meaning it will

be kept simple !!!!! yes man !!! simple............ and yah i'm glad about it

yah i took some dose of flu drug and i'm sleepy now

byes peoples

Labels : I'm in dilemma.......

2009-05-15T13:29:00.002+08:00

OH NO !!!! Chinese wedding is definately out man !!!!!

it's so freaking tiring to prepare for it..........

yesterday night i was out with my future cousin-in-law[cousin's gf]...

and i return home only @ 6am in the morning...

why ? becos my dearest cousin is a very traditional person !!!

He believe in auspicious timing , date , locations and such

which i totally disagree he always say believe is better than not....

gosh becos of this i lost my lovely sleep........

okays yesterday was actually doing with the flowers and stuff

such as gift, ping li orders [conformations] , xi bing and guest list......

we was told by the fortune teller that there must be 4 people 2 from my cousin's side

and 2 from his girlfriend and they must be less than 25 yr old to handle this stuff ,

and must get this done by 5.30 am in the

morning............ well this was all not suppose to be my job

but because one of my cousin side people cannot

turn up and most of the others have school 2moro so i agree to help lorh.....

since there is no school for me..........and yup cousin was here later

around 2 am to have last touch up........and i was send home by him in the morning

after seeing all this process I swear man I will never want a

tradition Chinese wedding only if this was my last resort !!! which left me no

other choices !!! or else it over my dead body........

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yah i know i'm crapping a lot now and then

becos i'm so very bored yet contented

as now i have whole lot time to chiong my Breaking Dawn

okays i'm reading now so byes people will update soon !!

Labels:Currently eyeing on strawberry ice cream and cake !!!

2009-05-14T22:21:00.002+08:00

Happie Birthday To You, Dorry !!!!!!

congrats to you for turning officially 16th !!!

hahaha yesterday was so fun

firstly was the maths paper 2 in the morning

[confess:I totally screw up both of my maths papers]

then rushed back home to get things done before

i was out to meet Zhuang Shu first @ 12pm

but it ended up both of us was late haha

we meet up @ 12.15 pm [ i think so]

ok took MRT to Jurong point

both of us thought we were late

but it ended up we wasn't it was Dorry instead

so shu gt present for her while i arrange for Dorry's surprise

then met up with linette's group and dorry @ pizza hut enterance

the table wasn't ready yet so

we when on walking around and the whole group was putting

pressure on me kept on asking[ did pizza hut call yet ?]

and kailin, kaixin decided to rush for the arrangement........

haha lots of conversation was going on back then

jiamin even called me tour guide......[lol tour guide what a werid nickname]

haha lead them around then went back to pizza hut

as they called me up well Dorry and friends was making fun of me

when i was on the phone haha......kays then took photos

eat, play around and finally the suprise was ready when they send the

cake out but wrong table....... but in the end we manage to get things done

kailin, kaixin, linette, jiamin missed the 2nd round

so "we" wait for their return......

haha wax drip onto the cake which make it sort of uneatable

but still i finsh my piece..........quite nice leh jus tat theres funny wax taste

yah thats about it...............

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Well Today wake up @ 1pm...[finally can rest better due to exam]

one more paper to go and nightmares will be gone......

Stay @ home the whole day today but i will be out later

to meet cousin's girlfriend.... just had my favourite strawberry ice cream

so tired man ! got sick of studying chunks of notes and forcing my

brain to remember all and all...............and now i didn't even care

about my room man !!!!! it's all in a mess, from study table to

my wardrobe........so packing my room before going out then

Byes people!!!!!!

Label: Strawberry ice cream is the best thing in this world......

2009-05-11T18:50:00.005+08:00

Darn it man !!!!! I just broke my nails !!!! gosh !!!!

and is just plainly becuz of my violin !!!

sien !!!!!!............well, yesterday instead of going to library

went out with my family......we went to Sim lim square to get my

portable hard disc [PHD]pouch[ OMG it's like finally they called up and told me

they have stock !!!!!! I've being waiting ever since the IT show !!!! it's like 2 month ? !]

it end up they need my receipt to verify which i never bring along !!!!!

so it's like a wasted trip to go down there !!!! but in the end of the day

Mum got some dried goods @ the shopping mall near OG department store

and Dad got his external hard disc [1 TB] @ Sim Lim Square.........

and today i woke up late[ as usual] and help Mum with some chores

before leaving home. then later went out for my dental appointment

and also to get my PHD pouch with my reciept along......

so reach NDC @ 3.15 pm [ late again !!!! my appointment suppose to be @3 pm]

but I've waited 30 min for my turn............ so its same-same this time

I've came late and doctor made me wait.......

and later I went to bugis to get that pouch !!!

it's a utter disappointment !!!!!!! becuz the pouch look[normal]

and me and my dad had gone down there 3,4 time just to get it

but forget about it then since I've gt my PHD @ cheaper price

than retail and i gt this pouch free so forget about it !!!!!

and move on .......aftermath i walked back to Bugis junction

and got 2 donut [oreo] and train back home

and here i am crapping and studying for maths !!!!!!

under a lot of pressure man [maths + Physic = sure die liao]

haiis wad to do blame myself only lorh for not paying

full attention during lesson............hope everything

will turn out to be fine............. Violin test will be coming up

during june holiday so, not much time left for me to practice le

i've gt an idea..... i practice my violin, study my maths @ the same time

pro right but it won't work out becuz i jus tried it.......

my attention is too easily to be divert so cannot !!!!!!!!!

haii yah not enough time liao !!!!!!!

must chiong hard now so now i turning off my computer

as it is too attractive and study hard after dinner !!!!

Labels: IMY alot..........Dun MIA.....

2009-05-09T23:24:00.003+08:00

Irresistible by Jessica Simpson

`Ya know, I don't know what it is
But everything about you is so irresistible.

Don't you try to tell me that he's not my type
To hide what I feel inside
When he makes me weak with desire
I know that I'm supposed to make him wait
Let him think I like the chase
But I can't stop fanning the fire
I know I'm meant to say no
*
But He's irresistible Up close and personal
Now inescapable I can hardly breathe
More than just physical Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful Irresistible to me

Don't you think I'm trying to tell my heart what's right
That I should really say goodnight
But I just can't stop myself
Maybe I'll tell him that I feel the same
That I don't want to play no game
When I feel his arms hooked around me
I know I'm meant to say no (I meant to say no)
*
He's irresistible (irresistible)
up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breath)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual (oh yeah)
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me

Can't you see
Whenever he's close to me
I really find it hard to breathe
He's so irresistible
You know
He's so irresistible(You're so irresistible)
*
He's irresistible (yeah)
up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breath)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual (oh yeah)
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me (Irresistible to me)

He's irresistible (yeah)up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe (irresistible to me)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me (Irresistible to me)

Labels: You are so irresistible to me.......

2009-05-09T22:26:00.003+08:00

Edited !!!!!

Had pasta for dinner its awesome man!!!!

2moro most probably will go library....

haha forget to mention the one they kept for suprise was

those took @ Japan !!(those who is reading this don't get

what i mean read the previous post lorh)

Dorry's birthday venue was settle yesterday....

haha finally everyone agree with the venue

frankly I've not started to prepare for her present

plus [surprise] hehe......

currently I'm in love with leather brown colour

due to 2 of the bag which my mum gave it to me...........

and i also like gold colour.....

by the way it seem that a lot of

people's birthday fall in this month

Dorry, Andy , Kok Liang, peiying , david [cousin's friend], Norman

and mummy. wah 7 people birthday...... pocket gt big hole liao

even if Andy[past liao] and Kok Liang [haven't]one i never give

because i not close to them but there are still 5 people who

i not only know but also close.......

I'm currently eyeing on the Samsung Pixon

8 mega pix sia the photo work more like a camera

which is something i wanted !!! haha......

because i will not need to bring a camera and a phone

out if i want very clear pictures.......

so for my dearest cousin who accidently may saw this post

you should know what to do bah !!!! birthday gift or chistmas i both

can....... i won't mind really..........

okay time check now is 10.58pm its getting quite late

so i stop here first....,... continue 2moro !!!!!!!

oh yah for those who have starhub cable TV and you got

subscribe channel 12 [discovery channel] @ 11 pm saturday

there's a show named A Haunting

it's very worth watching they talk about ghost and stuff

really very nice and i am currently watching now

so tata !!!!!!

With Love

Vivian ho

Labels:Singapore TV channel is almost unpractical and lousy

when you have cable TV install @ home !!!

2009-05-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

jus return home not long ago............

went to my aunt's house to get invitation cards

and cookies............................................................

wa lau Tradition Chinese Wedding is like soooo

麻烦 lorh...... whole stack of invitation cards i need to slot it in to the

envelope [i help out with some because there are really too much of cards]

and whole bunch of them needed to be given away to

Friends and relative.....that's not all.......

still need to prepare the things for tea ceremony and other ceremonies [e.g. change bedsheets]

and so on..........the groom side still must prepare gifts and red packets

sia lah at first i thought that the wedding gown very nice

but i tell you the weight of the wedding gown is no kidding man

i think i weight about 10 kgs lorh [ okay aunt's Future daughter-in-law

(my future cousin-in-law) choose the wedding gown is super duper heavy

becos hers gt a lot of layer of lace and cloth and crystal....]

wow 10 kg of wedding gown you need to wear with you and be graceful and have poise.....

not easy man !!!.................. I saw the photo liao..... super nice..haha

they took some of it @ japan and some in singapore

but saddly i only saw the ones in singapore

the couple wanted to keep it as a surprise for family and friends

so they will only show it to us during the wedding dinner .....

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Can't wait for the wedding dinner plus good news !!!

3 more papers [physic gt paper 1 &2 but same day ]

to go and mid year papers is officially over

currently i'm very sleepy because I woke up @ 8 am in the morning

and slept late last night so now i can't take it anymore

my bed looks too attractive for me

and it's way attractive than my lappy now

so tata !!!

With love
Vivian

Labels : I hate waking up early !!!!!

2009-05-08T12:55:00.001+08:00

Chemistry paper was quite ok

just some problem with the last question

haiis hopefully this "storm" will be blew away soon

i jus dun want to make enemy with any people

there is a chinese saying 有多一个朋友好过多一个敌人

dunno check the dictionary lah ! (for some idiots who don't catch what i

mean and even tag on my previous tag board , i mean the chinese dictionary

not the english one suckers !!!!!!!! )

finally can relax [again] !!! yeh !!! extended holiday !!!!

yesterday night i was unable to turn in at all

all i was thinking about was chemical equations for

production of iron......................................................

and now here i am with two big panda eyes !!!

ohyah i read the news about mas selemat[ sorry it spelling wrong but

you should have know who i am refering to] wah lau he was caught

on 1-4-09 but it end up now then release the news ! !!! he had even plan to bomb

changi airport OMG ! and he want singapore to have conflict and the neigbouring

country will no longer support us !!! so evil sia [ no wonder he is terrorist ! ]

haha okays i'm sleepy now so headin for nappy first....

may update later.......

With love
vivian ho !

Labels : I'm sleepy

2009-05-07T20:24:00.001+08:00

the previous post was my 99th post.....

gosh when did i start to blog so much i wonder

and i tell you what the people/residence living just above me [HDB flat]

i wonder if you would ever come across this post.......

your stinking paint is polluting the air in my house !!!!!!...i've ought to shut my window

everyday @ night and my rooms become bloody stuffy.......only aircon helps

but do you expect me to on the aircon every day ?......[my lungs are not that good

everytime i switch on it the following day i sure have cold]

and i've tolerating it for weeks !!! you heard me not hours, not days but WEEKS !!!!!

for godness sake can't you jus be more considerate ?? ........

such a big asshole you are !!!!

people !what i will do is if this situation continues

i'll lodge a complain to town council

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Man !!!! it's really irrating you know i was studying

suddenly the smell jus blew in ..........

okay school this week was a total screw up

I really bear a grudge with the boys in my class !!!!!

I really don't understand.......can't they jus grow up ?

is there something wrong with their brain development ?

or is it they really thinks bullying it really a fun game ?

hello guys you are already sec 4 can't jus stop being childish ?

do you all really want something to happened first then be guilty and learn your

lesson the hard way or regretted for what you've done ? and then be remorseful ?

jumping off a building or cut my wrist isn't a difficult thing to do at all or even hanging myself

all i need is courage... and i have these courage......

so you guys will only be happy if you have see me lying on the ground floor covered with blood

or hanging in our class celling or my wrist cut and blood spills every where ?

theres a limit in everything and you guys had just blew off that limit........

you had reached over the border line .......

even if you take my size as a joke

take wad ever about me as a joke.....

have you ever put yourself in my shoe ?

sparing a thought for others, school teaches that but i really don't understand

why can't you all get it into your brain or wad

people can only forgive a person one time........

I've given each of you one but you guys take it and threw it in the rubbish bin as if

it's worthless.........I'll will never ever forget my sec school life as i will use this to educate

my childrens..........

weakling morons, they are what i used to describe you guys !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grow up be mature..............you all can be great person if you could just grow up and be mature

saying all this is jus becuz i really hope i could bring some happy memories when we leave school

...........................................................................................................................................................

IMY and ILY my boy.............hope you will be able to book out soon !!!!

ohyah next week is going to be dorry's birthday !!!!!

I've a surprise for her [not going say now]

hehe hope she will be touch hor !!!!!!!!

Labels : Royston, I'm missing you here !!!!!! <3>

2009-05-05T17:32:00.000+08:00

lol.......Thursday gonna be Social Studies paper........

.......sooooo afraid that i can't pass!!!

today during geography lesson there was indeed some happening

but i dun wan to mention about it.........

kays....i'm sleepy now....catch a nap first

talk back later......

With love
vivian

Labels: I'm sleeepy !!!

2009-05-02T16:57:00.000+08:00

kays.....yesterday i was too lazy to switch on my computer

......went to imm and had dinner at the nearby coffeeshop.....

afterthat went to Giant to get Vegetable, fruits and stuff.....

.....................................................................................................

it's suck when the time passes fast....

0oh yah ....I've got my favourite sushi!!!!....

haha......and now i'm happily enjoying my sushi...

......................................................................................................

gotta revise my Social Studies now......

0=(n_n)=0

with love
vivian

Labels:SS is so difficult.......

2009-04-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

.......I'm God Damn dead......

Confession

I've forgot to write my question number on my answer script

...all my hardwork gone down the drain.....

I've write a good one [i think so]

yet it's all a waste if the teacher assume it as question 1

it's all my own fault i should not be so careless......

I'll sure fail the paper.......

pls god change my faith...or let time rewind.....

but what's done is already done.........

i can't change the fact that i did not write my question number, right ?

I'll from my mistake.......and not making the same mistake again.....

........................................................................................................................

Long weekend, i've used to enjoy it but I don't feel any excitment this time

is it becuz of the papers or is it becuz of him.......

today is the first week we are together......

I've understand.....I won't put you in a difficult spot

but really misses you a lot............................

Somehow i wish i could hate you, so i won't suffer from missing you

but i can't........ i can't put myself into hating you the least bit.......

I've learned something today...

"everything happen with a reason,there is a reason for everything that had happened"

I think it's very true.....

there must be a reason for what had happened ... but i don't want to know

and i'll never know...........................

kays there's too much happening today

and i don't think i want to eleborate and it's getting kinda of out of hand

can't handle it anymore for now

so i'm heading towards my bed now

ciaosz

with love

Vivian 0=(n_n)=0

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Labels : life have been miserable without you...........

2009-04-28T22:16:00.000+08:00

I'm bored......I've enough of geo !!!!!!!!!

It's driving me maddd........

maybe later i'll go to mac and study [super bowling one]

I'm well-Prepared cuz I've a heavy afternoon nappy.......

Sorry today my mind was block, I've already not enough time to study for exam

so........i've don't have anytime to think of other things including you.........

_________________________________________________

can anyone coach me for my studies other them Dorry ?........

No i don't think so..........She the only living thing on earth other than my parents

and people who are very related to me including you can tolerate me....hehe

I'm irritating I noe it better than anyone else.....

................................................................................................................

Today I've got back my chinese exam paper 1.......super duper

diappointed[actually i'm prepared to be disappointed becuz....... I noe it better than anyone else that i did badly for it]

but overall I've got 62.....[big drop from common test ct=74]

currently still studying geo [rivers, going to geo of food]

mum's getting me a surprise if i've improve in geo and english this time

yippie i'm excited............

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Labels:currently complete one novel called 给爱一个时间限定.......this is what it say in the book

是我变了吗？是你变了吗？是时间将一切的东西都变质。食物放久了会变质...水放久了会变质.......爱情....也是这样一个道理....时间改变了心......改变了爱....---引言.......

2009-04-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

hey !!!

kays yesterday when out with my parent and little brother instead

dine in @ 家乡面......first time eat@ there....somehow

the food taste okay, but service suck !

flu came knocking on my doors again, i've thought that i got better but it turns out

that it is a false effect......I did not get well at all.......I've only realise

this two hour ago........ being sick really make you feel so helpless and useless

I think mum's going to brew that weird solution again.... jus that this time

she's going add ginger [if I'm not wrong, I'll pray hard she won't put that in !!]

i've cut my fringe yesterday and i've regretted it now... it's kinda of short.......

weather is killing me!!!!!!!it's so freaking hot.........

in this condition i think, i'll get any better .......

plus i've gave my nafa 5 item today a miss .... 2moro very high chances of

going detention.......okay i will willing to accept my punishment.....

school's getting tougher and tougher as days when past......

Getting "Stresser" and "Stresser"[btw there's no such word as stresser, I've made it up]

haiis...........................

.........................................................................................................

For this week, I can totally focus on exam and no one is going

to divert my focus...................................................................

Labels: Times won't stop for us.....racing with time now

2009-04-26T14:18:00.000+08:00

hello [waves*] !

well jus woke up a few hour ago..

had breakfast with my family @ home.... later

maybe go out with my cousin...

Geo is on wednesday so now i need to head to

my study table and focus !!!

may update later !!!

ciaosz

Labels: Sunday is soooooo boring jus like geo

2009-04-25T20:11:00.000+08:00

Edited !!!!\m/

gosh!!! flu isn't getting any better !!!

mum brewed some funny tasting chinese herb Soup......

It's Freaking bitter............

i still prefer western prescription[tablets] as normally you can swallow it

and you need not taste any thing.....

So Freaking sad.........Dear kanna detention barrack........totally suck sia

next week then can book out..... sien.......

damm upset sia....

and i finally change my music player !!!!

enjoy!!!! m_m.......

Labels:How i wish time can passes faster !!!! 0=(n_n)=0

2009-04-25T14:18:00.000+08:00

Darn It !!! My Words Came true.........

Yup I'm Down with flu (again! This the 4th time in this month!!!)

hope i'll get better by tomorrow.......

Lifes Ain Getting Any Better....I totally agree.........

I'm Stuck with Boredom..........Geo well i pretty much Prepared

Maths= I totally don't want to think about it.....................

Science=Argh!! Frustrated, I Can't seem to get it right!!!

DnT=thanks god !!! no mid year for this

it seem that not only me whining about the chinese exam paper !!!!

.........................................................................................................................

Lifes seem to get harder each day......

Again, I did not sleep well.... i woke up and fell asleep again

this repeated more than 4 times..............

I Don't Want to face reality i just want to be me........

how i wish time could turn back, i could have lead a carefree life

with no worries..........

Some of my friend says : Vivian, is not worth it.stop being stupid life however still need to go on
well of course as you get older you would betray your innocence to the devil.....it's time to grow up.or else you would end up dead in this kind of world...............

有些人不惜出卖了自己的灵魂，给恶魔来换取另一样东西......

well, I'm going to take a nap now, maybe updating later....

byes.........................................with love, Vivian 0=(n_n)=0

Labels:"Meeting you was fated , becoming your Girlfriend was a choice , falling in love with you was beyond my control ."Quote taken from huiiyiing's blog [edited tiny bit only]

2009-04-24T17:25:00.001+08:00

So Far Away......

Hour passes yet still you have not reply any of my msg....

am i too demanding or what.........(it sound silly i know)

and now i'm silly enough to worry for him.......pray god i hope

everything will be fine !!!!! the weather so hot these days

i'm not even doing anything, i can also feel that the weather is way too hot

somemore he still need to undergo such tough training......please be safe

thats the border line at least be safe until 2moro......

I've just woke up from my afternoon nappy........[ i think i will be sick in these few days for sure]

I don't want to be now..........it's still exam period.....totally wrong period to choose

to collapse down.............

Baby i'm worry sick so please.............................

Labels: I'm Just Being silly

2009-04-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

*Waves~~~~

haha.... just came back to school not long ago

i've gave my decided to give my design course a miss.....[reason:today's weather very hot

it's giving me headache ( i swear this is true)and lessson is bored i've already start work so whats

the point of going anyway?? somemore go there the more we do the more wrong and still need

to consult My DnT teacher-in-charge if i've a idea given by the instructors... end up also cannot

use and teacher say it's not practical at all in the first place]

i dead down boring and sleepy now [i did not sleep well last night]

Chinese exam...... well paper one sort of easy

but when it comes to paper two i've only two word to say

I'm Dead...... why ? this the first time i've come across such

difficult cluster papers 罗老师, 请您手下留情..... don't mark so strict can ?

IMY, Royston.........

Misses you a lot......

oh by the way sorry for the wrong prediction , before i've stepped out of

my house the sky was suppose to be dark......

but on my way to school, it's sunny again.......

Can I Trust you ?

Labels: I'm missing you already.

2009-04-23T19:37:00.000+08:00

Edited !

yup yup jus ate finsh my dinner......

cabbage soup was wonderful......

i must say i love a lot of different kind of food

but still mum's cooking is the best!!!!!

I've jus remember that 2moro after school

i still need to go for intensive.......... sien some more

after that gotta to go for design course.....

2moro so packed...... somemore got chinses exam.....

I'm dead..... very dead..........aww so tired already......

but thanks mr phua for your drawing lesson today....

there's improvement !!!!! yippie yah yah !!!

during school holiday i'll work extra hard !!!!

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Hey Jude-The Beatles

BEETHOVEN SYMPHONY NO.5 in C minor [cool uh ? she's good ]

Kiss the rain-Yiruma[My favortie piece]

Sundial Dreams-Kelvin Kern

She's the best !!! she so good i wonder how long i can such standard.....

haiis it take years for sure......

Labels: you wouldn't know how heartbroken i would be if you left me.....

2009-04-23T17:25:00.000+08:00

I'm...........Super Bored Nowwwwwwwww !!!!!

I've a new theory..: Geo is a subject which work better than a sleeping pill !!!

................i totally doze off when studying.............

sound kind of great right?....

.......................................................................

I want to drink latte......

I want to eat Strawberry......

Stawberry latte doesn't sound that bad......after all...

hehe.....

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Chinses exam is jus less than 24 hr away.......

but i proud to say i ready !!!!!

kays i'll stop here today[ i'm crapping too much ]

Labels : Royston Neo... I'm adding you today in my Life Dictionary :P

2009-04-22T19:52:00.000+08:00

hey hey people.........

haha currently i'm talking to monster [ my doggie, miki] kays it sound mad

i noe. having craving for Carmel pudding so i've made some

it's a major success only one thing it's quite sweet.

i'm revising on my geography later........

lesson today was fine.......english have a sudden test...

maths have class test[ i'm sure i will get 0 ]

i totally dun want to talk about it already...sobb there goes my mark......

i was too nervous i've forgot all the formula suddenly....

Stress Stress Stress....I'm reconsidering whether if i want to postpone my

Grade Exam to next year... but to think again... next year if i'm able to make it

i will take my O's.... which practically isn't a good idea

i won't have much time to practice and study @ the same timing

how ever would i wish 24 hr a day would be 48 hr a day.........

All this pressure if enough to drive me mad........

i want to pursue my dreams yet i'm too ambitious

thus it ain going to be a easy life for me

i' stuck between two things

academic or non-academic[violin]

I've ought to give up violin for the moment now

thereafter i then will succeed in both

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IMISSYOU....Strawberry Milkshake

it's ages since i last drank it.......

oh yah weather is killing me

i would soon toast under the hot sun out there

i dun want to end up like a cooked crab everyday i come home from school

nor i would get sunburn everyday........

i would die man.......

kays i noe i crap too much

ending here then chiaos my friend

Labels: Vivian had just beening Roasted today

2009-04-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

Single Ladies By Beyonce

Katy Perry's Hot N Cold

Womenizer by Britney Spear

Buttons-The Pussycat Doll

Hua hu die by jolin

jolin's Real man

kays i was jus looking through youtube haha... enjoy....

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btw today when to some uni campus to take HSK chinese exam

Woots simple only last par i dunno how to do

aftermath when to anchorpoint's subway had brunch with

dorry and friends [kailin,kaixin]

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order my usual.......

haha yummy then bused 198 back with dorry

to boon lay interchange then change bus

bused 30 back home

looking forward for sport day on monday

hehe dorry ai mai go stadium together......

kays thats about it

currently watching 放羊的星星

quite nice....... Lead male actor veri handsome sia haaa

tata my friends !!!!!!!!

Label: wake up early in the morning= sleeping early tonite [ maybe ] answer that 2moro chiaos everyone

2009-04-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

lol kays short post today

school was normal

social studies [ah ha !! i'm the first one to hand in my test paper]

DnT, finally i'm able to start work

english, boring.... sort of hate summary writing

maths,new chapter.... had quite some problem with the calculator

english remedial , boring yet time passes fast

aftermath went home.......

Boring person with a Boring day I've jus start my first day of grounding

and soon or lateri think i would go mad.....

stuck @ home

Stuck with my com only.....

Lifes never been so bored before

as bored ever......

Labels: Mum, you are going to kill me alive.......

2009-04-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

lol.... it's me again..........

i found out a lot of my classmates and friend they

did not update lately [ this two days ]

sad i've such a boring day @ school

well, English was quite some fun

as miss vanitha had a new idea

of improving our English... Creative Expression

the theme today was : a stormy weather

you could write anything but it must be relevant to the theme

it end up Malcolm[class clown] have something funny to share

well, i dun remember all the things he wrote only one

sentence which i have a strong impression

"i pee on my pants".....

our class student should know......

kays end here first continue to update 2moro ciaos

Labels: There's something up her sleeves

2009-04-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

well ello it's me sadly to all my friends out there......

Vivian is grounded...so dun ask me out......

until end of this year.........sad.......

i'm sooooooooo stressssss

i've a lot of things to get done

my grades exam

my n'level

my mid year exam [coming very soon]

and more....O-M-G

wad should i do ?????

so to all friends i'm busy.......

V-E-R-Y B-U-S-Y kays so sorry uh.....

Labels:School is as bored as ever

2009-04-13T19:22:00.000+08:00

Vivian is dead...... i killed myself an hour ago

thanks for understanding but i hope you are not so harsh on your

decision next time... dun asumme things...

and to this young lady, I'm grateful you have lighten me up

putting me back to the right track.

"you are who you are" I've learn my lesson the hard way

but still next time again dun jump into conculsion

or jump in assumption soooo easily think first.

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Cross-Country !!!!! wow i actually beat my bro !!! hoho !! yeah !!!!!

well out of a sudden i decided since i was better[sickness] ,i should go for cross country !!!!!

hahahahhahahahaa when i return home then i realise he lose me !!!!!!!!!!

I'm proud at least to say that becos...hehe okay i have never out run my bro in these few years......

i'm in trouble i would need to complete my DnT research !!!! the information i gave is tooooooooo short...

lol i doing my work now okays bbbyyyeee ciaos !!!!

Labels: Just Do It